its not that i don't wanna obey you....
its just the words you put onto me is really very hurtful...
you don't understand and don know what's going on...
so why not juts keep quiet and let me slowly sort things out?
why can't you just don't say anything and trust that i can do...
cause once you said things, it pushed me all the way down...
and it's already so hard for me to prove to you and to stand striaght back...
why do you have to always indirectly destroy me?
