sigh sigh sigh and more sigh!!!
woke up quite early to prepare myself for worship prac cause i haven't serve in quite awhile.
i thank God for sending me brothers and sisters around me to let me know that i'm not walking this path alone...
was reminded for His great love once again though the song "Power of Your love".
all i want now is for God to really change how i am living my everyday-->aimlessly.
it's very dry now and i just can't seem to focus in all the things i do.
it's pretty irritating..
HAHAH~ irritated because of myself!!
after worship prac, went home and eat lunch and study.
yea right!! STUDY!!! my foot!!!!
ended up using the com!! well, my excuse: oh, i need to go to the blackboard and do the revision papers....HOW GREAT!!!!
then i went to sleep at around 5pm...
i didn't want to sleep but i thought that maybe if i can't see you in life...
i can see you in my dreams...
who knows...no dreams but awaken by life's hard facts which is mum waking me up by: "Ming Hui ah! you never study, sleep so long!"....=/
then after dinner, i really sat myself down to force myself to study...
did went to the blackboard and guess what??!!
my attention span only last for 1 and a half hour!!!! CRAP MAN!!!!
plus, tml's church which takes up half of the day....
i really pray that God will help me cause i can't even help myself...
the sound of your voice makes me guilty.
the sound of your voice left me tongue tied.
but, there's alot for me to tell you...
