one day before exam:
wake up early in the morning; late for school; go for math;
lunch with Juli; headed back to TYP; go to the library to study alone;
went home at 530pm; feed my all of my cousins cause all of them are lazy; no one around to help cause mum went for church;
baby cousin shited and i had to clean up for her; they played on my bed and made it pretty messy; wished that i could study but their parents haven't come and fetch them;
i am flustered in the midst of all these stress.
my greatest loss for today is that i lost something that's very dear to me. i lost it and it can't be found anymore. no more. it's all my fault.
stupid carelessness.
and, why can't i just accept my faults?
oh God, please tell me, what's wrong with my life.
i can't seem to find my way back to Your way.
Please, only You can help in out...
