oh what a day for me today!
did you have any experiences where you work so hard and try so hard and somehow those
people around you never work so hard better better outcomes then you?
why??
i just don't understand what God wants me to go through....
i'v ebeen through all these and i know where i went wrong...
tired my very best sometimes....
but sometimes i just can't seem to get it....
it's complicating at times...
i needed to someone there...
i needed someone to talk to me.....
but i know i cannot approach you right at that point cause i know you're upset with me and no mood to talk about my problems....
alot to say....
Lord, grant me peace....
