two major presentations are finally done!!!
two down and two more to go before i can really sit down and mug for MST without and worries for any projects........
though it rained today....
i had a fulfiling time with brothers and sisters sharing....
and really felt that all the plannings and time sacrificed were all worth it when i see you guys grow through this CG....
=]
thank You
& thank you, air-head.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i don't like it when its raining......makes me feel very sad and i have no idea why...
it makes me just wanna hide away from everyone and everything...
it's like no matter where you run to, you'll definitely get wet.....
it's like there's no escape.....
have been really very very busy these few days...
projects; datelines; camp planning; MST; church; etc....
but its really amazing how He can comfort me at the most un-amazing place....
was walking pass TPY underground pathway...
and normally there'll be this 2 wonderful men singing to a series of songs...
and their voice and guitar is great!
so on thurs, when i walked pass them with a burdened mood...
they were actuually singing, "God is watching you...."...
never heard the song before but this was excatly what i needed at that time!
thank You for Your comfort....
i know you're tired from the whole day of working out...
i know you've been trying your best to put that real smile back on my face..
i know you weren;t intentional when you gave long replies...
i know you've tried your best....
just give me time to adjust to my surrounding.....
i sincerely apologise;
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
"If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can tell the mountains to move from here to there and it will move. This is what my God can do and i trust."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
its really been so so so so long since i've really blogged...
always want to tpye something here, but don't really have the time....
one thing that stuck on my mind throughout all these days was that the life you have now its really very very fragile...
its like one moment you're healthy and jumpy, the next moment you're gone like the dust...
He has the power to breathe our life and take it away....
so many same sort of incidents are happening around me....
aunt, teacher roland and this random aunty that talked to me last Sat....
hereditary is the common category they had.....
God, what are you trying to tell me??
work load is getting crazier and crazier...
even though you might finish things you are supose to do.....
more comes on your list as days pass....
and this is real bad cause if you continue working and working...
you willl lose that focus and go hay-wire!
just afew more weeks to MST........
and its gonna be CRAZY!!!!!!
camp is coming up too!!
just after MST it will be UNLEASH CAMP!
no matter how tired i am, i still have to run on....
plus have responsibilities here and there, i can't just because i'm tired and stop doing all...
that'll be considered and irresponsible!!!
and....when you have alot of things on hand....you'll tend to spend lesser time at home.....
mum is not really please with it........
which i really can't help.......
thank you for just listening and being there....
sorry for bringing on my emotional rollar coaster.....=/
but your presence in my life is really impt....
but above all these things........
i thank God for even protecting me everyday....
for giving me a good health....
for giving me a shelther to rest my head...
for people around me to push me on....
for laughters to brighten up my day....
for love that sweeten up my life....
for family support.....
for Christ love.
if only i can teleport there now....
its Aman Yara....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
sorry that i did not blog for the past few days...
was really so busy that i didn't even have the time to enter MSN.....=/
yes, assignments are piling up.....
i've got 4 PROJECTS to rush.....
two of it is drawings!!!.....
quizes coming up.....
datelines reaching soon.....
MST coming soon.....
this and that, that and this.......
busy busy and busier.....
but i'm glad i've got Someone that i can always turn to in the middle of the stillness of the night...
to uplift all the burdens to Him.....
thank You...=]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
me and Juli!!!...=]
closer look of fiza in bangs.....=]
=D
what we did in the toilet...teehee.....xD
and this picture was taken that Fiza straighten and bang-ed her hair....=]
and this was my voting board......=]
i was too over-whelmed by the stars the audience gave me.....was thanking them at the background of this picture.....=)
teehee...the girls!!!...=D
that's Reena (dono how to spell)...she's the only girl that imitate MJ....cool!
another photo....=]
and that's zi yun...=]
hmmmm....fiza was suppose to look jealous.................
and the prize presentation.....RIVER ISLAND $100!!!
the old man behind me was my previous lecturer...andsurprisingly voted quite alot for me....=D
the friends that came down to support me!!...=]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
hot and cold, hot and cold;when will i be just nice and warm?
"my fourth finger, You've reminded me that
You'll never failed me even when everything falls down......"
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
what can you see from this picture?i see a hidden grief;
"You are here with me and i will not fear..."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright...its about just hours away till i start my last round of rehersal tml at 9am...
and yes, i'm suppose to sleep now.....
but i just can't seem to make myself to sleep.....
things and emotions change so fast that it'll just leave you stunned there!!
and that explains why my title is "I had a ride on a rollar coaster today!"
its like emotions changes so fast like how the rollar coaster moves!
yea....its alright if you don't really get what i'm trying to say.....
anw, i've gpt LOA for the whole day tml.....shiok but it feels weird..ahaha
it's like you're in school but not in class.....
oh wells.....i am nervous for tml....very very.....
can't explain it in words....
i hope all goes well tml......=]
even if.....
you're stubborn;
you're proud;
you're self-centered;
you're angry;
you're upset;
you're acting crazy;
you're happy;
you're sad;
you're frustrated;
or whatever........
the feelings i have for you will never ever change.....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright....i feel so so dump today!!!!
i was suppose to start school at 10am...but i forgot that the 10am's lesson was not on today.....
and so i start school at 1.30pm!!!! and i woke up at 8AM!!!! -_-
oh wells....nvm...anso i decided to come online and maybe do some reading up later since MST is coming....=]
yea....anw...i went to meey ENYA ytd while waiting for my rehersal to start around 5pm...
and hey girl...i'm sure you're not missing out anything.....if you feel that you are, do everything good so it will not be....if you get what i'm trying to say....
and like i always tell myself, "Since i'm in it, i'll give my best shot!"....
you can do it!!! love you!!
and now, let me talk about my rehersal.....
hai....first round of practice wan't what i would say was good.....
however, thank God 2nd round was better...so much better...
i tried to imagine tha audience infront of me....its indeed very scary....
luckily the sptolight was quite blinding so couldn't reaaly see them cleary....(i think...=/)
i'm anxious;i'm nervous;i'm scared;i'm excited;i wanna sing........
*breathe in, breathe out.....*hahhaa
hey, You are not ignored by me.....
and i know You're always there....
even when i standing on the stage, i know You were in the audience seat, watching....
i love You......thank You for this voice You've given me....=]
just by that comment, i know i'm doing all fine...
thank you so so much!!
it really meant alot to me....=) 
imagine that.....;
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
another day of school passed..
and yet a day lesser to MST!!!
i really cannot do this alone Lord!!
GRRRRR!!!!!!!.....
tml will be my rehersal for my finals this friday!!!
I'M REALLY SCARED!!!!
cos this is my very very first solo competition!
i just fear that i might 'gobble' up all the glory to myself alone.....=/
keep reminding me Lord!!!
Please....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today was an alright day....
had church and followed by camp meeting....
thank God we decided on some sttuffs today...=]
and thank God the "Don't forget the MEANING!" went well....hahahhahaha
but...........
when i went home, i received a good news and a bad news....
good: my cousin's baby is coming out into the world pretty soon..and its a baby boy!! =]
bad: my aunt is down with cancer and just realize it recently and the doctor told her she's on her last stage.....................=/
first my grandma, then my dad, then now my aunt.....God, who'll will it be next??
this lead me to think about how things might just happen to you without you knowing...
like my aunt lived a pretty healthy lifestyle and yet this is happening.....
then what are you gonna do bout this fact?
sit there and cry? stay an even healthier lifestyle? do more exercise? be a better person? do more charity?
or will you stay even closer to the Creator?
will you believe that this God really knows and already had it all planned?
then.........would you follow His will?
i guess it's all pretty hard to answer and somethings we tend to runaway from questions like this.......
but it's time to face the hard truth.....
"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son as an atoning sacrifice....."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright...since i haven't been blogging for quite long.....
i shall put some of the pictures up!! =]
alright, this is JO&MING!!
and this is LING&MING!!
and the 3 MUSKEETERS (don't know how to spell....=D)
JO's favourite face...hahah!!!! =]
teehee!!!!!! =]
and now....here ANGIE the COOL!!! =)
cool eh...all our fox jackets!!
hehehehe.....our funny faces on display!!!
black and white......?
ME&FIZA!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
In my down times and up times...
He is....
My Comforter;
My Hope;
My Friend;
My Joy;
My strength;
My Help;
My Future;
My Provider;
My Teacher;
My Peace;
My Father...
and only through You, everything is fine.
and so, praise the Lord for He is OH-SO-GOOD!!!
=]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i don't like it when its raining......
=D
what we did in the toilet...teehee.....xD
and this picture was taken that Fiza straighten and bang-ed her hair....=]
and this was my voting board......=]
i was too over-whelmed by the stars the audience gave me.....was thanking them at the background of this picture.....=)
teehee...the girls!!!...=D
that's Reena (dono how to spell)...she's the only girl that imitate MJ....cool!
another photo....=]
and that's zi yun...=]
hmmmm....fiza was suppose to look jealous.................
and the prize presentation.....RIVER ISLAND $100!!!
the old man behind me was my previous lecturer...andsurprisingly voted quite alot for me....=D
the friends that came down to support me!!...=]
hot and cold, hot and cold;
what can you see from this picture?
and this is LING&MING!!
and the 3 MUSKEETERS (don't know how to spell....=D)
JO's favourite face...hahah!!!! =]
teehee!!!!!! =]
and now....here ANGIE the COOL!!! =)
cool eh...all our fox jackets!!
hehehehe.....our funny faces on display!!!
black and white......?
ME&FIZA!