alright, it's been two days of my MST!!!
so far so good!!!! especially my fisrt paper!!!
Thank God for wisdom!
hopefully i can get the score that i hope for!!! =D
for now.....gonna cntinue mugging for the rest of the week!!
then, i'll put on a photo galley of the past few days!!
it was THRILLING!!
for now, GOODNIGHT!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
wait, waiting, waited.
and now, going off.
it's alright.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright finally have the feeling to blog again...
guess i did not get enough sleep that's why...
AGAPE is over...feeling sad, but yet happy too!
today will be the first day of my MST!!
SCARED? yea, sure!
but i guess it'll be fine.....=/
GOD, SEE ME THROUGH THIS WEEK!
after this week,
HERE COMES MY DOWN SLOPE!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEE!!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
IT WAS A SUCCESS!!
ALL THE EXCITEMENTS!!
i'm glad it's all over!
May God's glory be high and lifted up!
for now,
I'M TIRED!!
so, goodnight.
=]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
just a few more hours i'll be waking up and get ready for my concert!!!
8am- wake up time
9am- LUMINA practice
11am- start dance make-up
3pm- make our way to DBS auditorium and do some sound checks and blocking
5.30pm- dinner [MAYBE]
7pm- START OF AGAPE CONCERT!!
9.30pm- end of concert.
yea...so that's gonna be my schedule tml!!
busy busy busy day tml!!
really excited...............! =]
but my back is hurting from dancing today....
hopefully it'll be fine!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
great!! i managed to revise alot for my MST today!!!
the feeling of studying and understanding what you're studying is AWESOMELY GREAT!
and so, i'm feeling happy now!!
cause i ended my revision time for today...
gonna prepare myself for dance @ 5pm in church later....=]
its just one day away from the REAL CONCERT!!
i'm really very excited for it and at the same time pretty nervous!
afterall, its the first concert i'v done in church, the feeling is different from the other times that i perform elsewhere!
i guess everything will be fine and great!!
can't wait for the make-ups and the stage lights to be shining!!!!!!
WHOO HOO!!!
too much of sweet talks is just WONERFULLY-AMAZINGLY AWESOME!!
all sufficient for me.
=D
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
okay its now 3.18pm and i'm suppose to study...
but i just can't seem to focus my mind the whole day today!
sucks man!!
maybe cause of my flu...its disturbing me!!!
man!!!!! i'm having flu!!! NO!!!
i really need to study man!! but i only have 1 more hour before i leave my house for dance prac.....
so i thought might as well stop since i can't focus and come online and just slack....
bad bad Ming..... slack more and you'll know......
hai............
hopefully my flu won't affect my dance prac later...
doing all the clean ups for the second part.....
so hope that everything will be well.....=]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
is there really such thing called the "Exam Phobia"?
if yes, what are the syptoms? man!!! 4 more days to my MST!!!
i've been studying....but it just feels that there'sstill alot to learn and revise.....
am i adding more stress to myself?
was suppose to join my class for an extra lesson this morning at 10am...
but i end up waking up at 11.45am!!!
MAN!!!! hai....i just missed that extra revision!!
but lucky i managed to study at home!!
lucky i could concentrate at home today.....SURPRISINGLY!!! =]
PRAISE THE LORD!
and here's another thing that i'm anxious for!!
my concert which is coming up in 2 days time!!!
and it seems like many poeple are falling sick and all!!
"God, keep them and me strong for this concert!"
can't wait for that day to arrive too!!
MAN! I'M EXCITED!!
when the time comes, i'll know it all...
and i'll defintely love it;
cause its all you! =]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright....nothing much to post today..
just went to school and study and got myself more stressed up!!!!!
ahahahah!!!
chill MING!!!!
"the colours that you bring;
whether i like it not not."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright here are some photo updates for my church dance group which is called "OSTRICH"...
reason why OSTRICH cause of this dance move that we all have to learn which includes Jo...
and she's tall and bone-ny...so she ended up looking pretty like an ostrich...
alright, this is the whole Ostrich group!
from left: Doreen, Me, MayLin, Jolene, LingHui, Suzanne & XinPei =D
oh this picture was taken when i was doing my crazy hair! UN-GLAM!!
CHEESE!!!
man!! this picture was taken when i just had my foundation on!! so my face looks whiter...hahah!
on the bus, on the way to DBS auditorium for full dress rehersal!
got HIGH caus ethis is our first time wearing a construction suit!!yea...that's all for now people...there'll be more pictures coming up!!
and guess what!!!!
I FINALLY STUDIED TODAY!!!
THANK GOD SO SO MUCH!
made my way to the library at 1pm to mug for my exams next week!
and i can confidently say that i could get most of the things i studied and prac today!!
PHEW!!!!!!
by His grace and mercy, He gave me wisdom that no one can give me.....=]
hopefully i can study with Angie, Zi Yun, Desmond, Patrick and Long Kiat tml!!!
cause they haven't msg me the time and place!!
i still need help.......
thank God you're getting better!
PRAISE THE LORD!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
had church in the morning and then after lunch...
went straight away to DBS auditorium for rehersal!!and i was like rushing here and there....
make on me was a bit funny cos was like half done....
then straight away after my dance item i have to rush to the dressing roomto change into my singing item's outfit!!!!
hahahaa...though i was perspiring like mad, thank God i could still singproperly and not sound so breatheless!!!
okay...overall it was great just that there's really little time for us to practice there...
but i guess it'll still be alright in the end!!!and thanks for all the encouragements people!!
its great appreaciated!!!
and OM-GOODNESS!!!! my hands are like peeling like nuts!!!!!
it looks like i'm suffering from some kind of weird disease!!!
what actually happened was for the camp that i had...
we played this game which require us to crawl uder this chair through a soapy path...
and its was totally concentrated!!!
with no water!!so that makes all our skins dry and tear!!
oh man!!!!!!!!!!! sucks!
and i'm finally gonna start studying tml!!
YAY!!! finally can really settle down and study!!
"God, please give me concentration and wisdom!"
please put your healing hand upon him!
heal him and let hom be save!!"
GET WELL SOON!!"
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
had a rehersal for my church concert today...
did not really feel really good at the first part...
but thank God for this bunch of sisters...
which made me not the only one that's tearing, feeling so crapped up and stressed up....
thanks God i have all of you girls to pray together and get back once again!!
THANKS SO MUCH GIRLS!! GO OSTRICH!!!!! <3
anw...did abit of reflection while i walked home today...
i wonder how God will talk to me if He's just infront of me right now.....
i did not study as hard as everyone else.....
i did not do the QT diligently as everyone else....
i did not i did not serve as energised as everyone else.....
i did not do this and that......
how will You rate me God?
just one more week to my Poly's first exam......
deep down, i'm scared...
i'm scared of failure....
i'm scared of falling down even as i make my first step out.....
i really don't know how God....
teach me how, Lord!
and its been long time since then.....
i've not felt for so long!!
pockets of time to have you.....
but patience, patience!!
Lord, keep it intact!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright here again to blog bout my day...
had dance prac at 7am and i am seriously aching all over man!!
oh man....how man??
okay...i cannot give up!!! 
its the last lap already!! i feel so far yet so near...
communicating through mails...
that's it.....
weird...
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright, finally i have the time to come on the com+check my mails+blog+facebook!!
i'm really having a war with time man!!
finished my night cycling of 53KM from Dover to Changi in 10hours ytd!
by the time we reach Changi, EVERYONE was dead tired!
but the course of this whole cycling expedition was GREAT and somehow REFLECTIVE! =]
for me, there'll be times that i am alone cause either i'm fast or slow...
and so i'll just think about things and do some reflection...
take for example, there'll be alot of up-slopes and it gets really hard and tiring to paddle upwards....
but it gets really nice and relaxing when you're going down the slope, the brushing of the wind against your body, WOOHOO!!!!!! =]
its just like your life, up slopes are always hard and difficult...
but when you aim for the "down slopes" infront of you, you'll enjoy and relax in the end...
so what i got back from this example is to never give up whatever i do though its tiring cause there'll always be a down slope that is being placed infront of you already!
just whether you're willing to put in that extra effort to chiong all the way! =]
yeap....okay so that was my cycling experience!
then after my cycling, got home, slept for an hour and had to leave house for a project meetingtill evening......
tired but had no choice but to attend it for my own good...
yea..then went out for a "GLIMPSE OF FUTURE"....
it was really superb!!!!!!!!
though i went abit over....but it was really GREAT!!!!
i'll never forget it man!!!!
it'll be like that next time and even better!!! =D
okay..reason why i put this picture here so randomly cause i think it really represents my life now!!!!!!
rushing from place to place leaving me no chance to enjoying those little nice things that's around me!!!
i woke up early in the morning at 7am by my mum cuase i had to follow her to do somethings with her passport...
and i totally forgot about it.....
i was like still blur and confuse until i was showering halfway!!!!
GOODNESS ME!!!!!!!!
then i couldn't follow the dancers for their shopping cause had to wait for the passport to be ready!!!!
then i also totally forgot that i was suppose to have a worship practice at 5pm until Kendra missed call me 2 times!!!!!
and i got home today at 11.06pm after dance practice!!!
and having the next parc tml morning 7am!!!!
God, when is my next "down slope"??
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
am staying at home to study today....
its time to start!!!!!
there's like no time left for me!!
then i'll be going for night cycling tonight!!!YAY!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
tired tired tired.
no voice no voice no voice.
no energy no energy no energy.
God! i don wanna lose my voice, please!
my home now is equal to a hotel!
leave house early then come back late just to sleep....
just no time....or maybe i'm just too tired to make some!
i really wish she'll be there that day to see me!
[anw...this is the stage that i'm gonna perform on the 27th of June 2009!]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
"Oh Lord its so hard;
to lift you up and sing Your praises from my heart.
with my world crumbling around me;
and my life falling apart.
Oh its so hard, to praise Your name and exalt You
breaks my heart, i feel all by myself slowly falling apart."
okay this song is sung by "Walking on water"-a Christian girl band.
guess the reason why i put this up cause it really does speaks what i'm going thru now....
no one knows how pain this is.....
but i guess He knows that its really hard to balance all this at one go....
and i know He'll carry me thru cause this singer also went thru a rocky period in life and realise that God was still with her no matter how hard and difficult it was....
so i know that no matter how strong this wave can be.....
He'll still pull me thru!
and i just want to assure you...
you not neglected in my life now...
you're still in me....
i still have you in me at different parts of the day!
no matter how hard it gets.....
God will help us!!
though its only 2minutes....
it really meant alot to me....
soory to make you wait again.....
but i really needed that!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh man!!!! my nose is killing me the whole day!!!feeling restless and so no energy!!!
feel like just sleeping the whole day...
you know.......
i feel so blessed....
even though i'm having so many things going on now....
i have many peoplelike my friends and family to bcak me up...
to tolerate my non-sense....
to have patience with me...
thank you I.M
thank You Lord!!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i just feel like screaming now!i don't know why!!
went to school today and prepare the games and skit...
i got super pissed off cause most of them weren' really focusing...
plus the sun was so hot which made me even more turn off!
but then in the end it went out well....so it's alright now...
then i guess i was still feeling rather tired from the lack of sleep from the camp....
so i looked really tired the whole day!
then i promised someone that i'll meet that person tml.......
but i totally forgot that i'm having singing prac and dance prac at the same time!!
GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can like that sia???
already promise le then now then come and say you can't......
confrim that person will get so upset and pissed off with you la, Ming!!!
why like that????
crap la!!!!!
MING!!!! find time!!!
NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
KNOCK OUT!!!!!just got home from the church camp@ Port Dickson!
it was great!
had fun with friends, church people and at the beach!!!
which means i got abit darker!!!hahhaha!
many funny things happen there but i can only rmb some....
1) the bus ride to Port Dickson was SUPER bumby!!
i was sitting right at the back with Ling, Jo, Xue & Kenna.....
and we practically flew off our seats a few times cause it was so rocky!!!hahah
2) one of the guys room was super screwed up!
hahaha...they had a hard time finding one of the switch for the light because the switch was hidden behind the cupboard!!! GOODNESS!!!! =D
i laughed my eyes off man!!!
3) okay, i share a king size bed with Ling & Jo....
so second day before we woke up....
there was a lizard somewhere near us and made the lizard sound.....
then Ling suddenly "tsk" Jo cause she thought it was Jo who made the noise!!!hahah!
etc etc etc....
there were too many things for me to rmb....
to sum things up, i really enjoyed myself!
learn new stuff too!!
okay can't take it......
i shall continue this tml or something....
so Goodnight!!!
=]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
okay i'm feeling rather off now.....
maybe to you guys its really a small matter, but it ain't a small matter to me!
as you can see from my tagbox, some anonymous person came and just assumed everything...
i know you care for me by pointing out my mistakes....
but you are just hurting me!!
i have many stuffs to handle at one go right now!
so many that sometimes i feel like just fainting on the spot!
you won't know my dear!
and its hard juggling so many at one go!
but doing all this is not for my own benefits, maybe just one or two...
but other then that, its for people around me, school and my God!
and because of that, i wanna do my bestest best for all!
which leaves me very little time for friends or even myself!!!!
hai.......=\
nvm.....i'm not gonna let this affect my mood for tml!!!
i'm setting of to Port Dickson at Malaysia tml morning at 6.30am!!
the place looks wonderfully right??
i can't wait to play in the beach!!
am really gonna relax to the MAX cos after i come back....
i'll have so many things to do and there'll be hardly any time to relax....
yups........IT'S GONNA BE GREAT!!!! =]
i enjoyed the time spent today!
but hey, i'm gonna miss you too!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright now is 2.17am and i'm still awake!!!!
rare but this time round was because of my mom!!
hahaha....today, 6/6/09 is her birthday...
and because i've been really busy these few days...
i had no time to go hunt for a present for her......
so i've decided to give her a card!!!
i feel real bad cause later in the day i won't be at home the whole day cause i'll be in church busy with stuff.....
but i realy hope by the time she sees the card which is also on Sunday morning, the time for me to leave Singapore to Malaysia for my church camp...
alright...this is the final design of the card!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
and i can't wait for ADEVNTURE CLUB's cyclng expedition on the 15th-16th of June!though its like still far away, i really looking forward to it!!
cause its like something i like to do!!! =]
but because o this, i had had a hard time to find time for my SPASTIC!!
and i'm really very sorry.....
man......so i don't really feel too good now.....
and as i was flipping through m schedule just now.....
i realize that i really have really little time for my revison!!!
=[......and i'm really scared!!!
i want to do well for my first Poly exam!!!!
man!!!!! how?
my time management SUCKS!!!! BIG TIME!
"God, help me sort out my time properly cause i really don't wanna miss anything! Thank You!"
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i totally can feel how this little girl in the picture feels...don't feel really good today...
i guess i had quite alot of hick-ups today...
first was my C.PROG mock test...
i know i cannot use the "I'm not a computer genius" as an excuse...
but i really was disappointed with myself.....=[
second was my rock-climbing...
didn't go cause i really had no mood for it.....
thirdly is my CSCC-audio training...
i totally forgot bout it!!!!
GOODNESS!!!!
everything is in a mess!!!
oh wells....but i've learnt to never give up even though everything's a mess...
cos He'll see me through no matter what...
and He won't put me in situations that i can't manage....
there'll be pain, but He'll support me.
anw...LUMINA's song is finally here and there!!
(Lumina in my church singing grp)
yea!!i'm really glad!!
and tml i'm gonna start my dance prac!!
CAN'T WAIT TO DANCE!!!!!
hahahah~~~
and tml's gonna be a LONG DAY!!!
a day that i drag myself out of bed to start my day.....
yea.....but guess it'll be fine.......
today's mini surprise at the bus-stop was really nice!
i greatly appreciate it!
=]
(it may not be a suprise to you)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i'm having mock CPROG test on Wed and i don't feel confident at all for the paper!
oh no..........!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh this picture was taken when i was doing my crazy hair! UN-GLAM!!
CHEESE!!!
man!! this picture was taken when i just had my foundation on!! so my face looks whiter...hahah!
on the bus, on the way to DBS auditorium for full dress rehersal!
got HIGH caus ethis is our first time wearing a construction suit!!
oh man!!!! my nose is killing me the whole day!!!
i just feel like screaming now!
KNOCK OUT!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
and i can't wait for ADEVNTURE CLUB's cyclng expedition on the 15th-16th of June!
i totally can feel how this little girl in the picture feels...