who says life will be smoothe sailing?
who says life will be stress-free?
no one knew what kind of hard things we'll face up ahead.
infact, you wouldn't know it too.
when things gets hard and difficult;
and when your sleeping hours just keeps decreasing and you when wish you had a life time holiday....
hold on tight!
never give up!! cause there'll be something for you to look forward to!!
simpliest things in life such as the breeze that blow against you hair can really be things that'll amazingly push you on!
though its hard, and no one said it was easy...
guess we just have to really stay focus when its time for us to focus...
and to have fun when its fun time.....
balancing out stuff in life is important!!!
anw.....my day today has bad and good!
i had a quarrel and i really have no idea why we're quqrreling over this again....
but i guess somehow things will just be settled since our hearts are in it already....
and the good thing is that i realize things i suffering now is not the worst!
cos there'll be people out there somethings even tougher then my crap.....
i'm just glad for Your love!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
went down to Kid's United Daily today to discuss with their events manager about our programme during June Holiday...
the home is a pretty nice place and the manager- Mrs Quek is a really nice lady...
she told everything and hid nothing...
i can conclude that i kids there ain't kids....
they're really active and have "audlt" brians....
hmmmm...means they think like a person older then their age...
all of them come form broken/single families...
and i think i'm getting excited and can't wait for the 1day camp with them!!!!!
YAY!!!! GO 1A/01!!!!
LET'S DO THIS MAN!!!! =]
and yea...which mean there'll be more things to add to my schedule....
and i sat on the bus today....
though feeling tired and sleepy....
i took out my schedule and took a look at it...
it seems like my weeks ahead are mostly all packed!!!
and plus my Mid-Semester-Test timetable is out!!
with so many things to cope....
I need You more then words can describe.
and Lord, why are we going this cycle again?
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i'm tired from all the brain teasing questions i had to complete today in school!
i'm tired of me sleeping late when i'm suppose to sleep early!
i'm tired of long trips to school cos i fall asleep during the bus ride and will feel tired for the whole day!
i'm tired of my dao-ness attitude!
i'm tired of not being able to do my QT properly!
what's wrong Ming?
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
school today was great!!
did three quiz and in the end i scored 90plus for two of them and 83 for the other one!
teehee!!! GOOD JOB MING!!!! =D
yea....but this is not my final test marks.......
must work even hard for the mid term test which is after my 3weeks holiday...
anw....after scholl went for my CSCC AUDIO training today!!!
it was AWESOMELY cool!!
learnt the basics today like connectors....
1) 1/4 inch
2) 1/8 inch
3) XLR etc etc eyc.....
will be learning more in the next few trainings..
can't wait to take control of the sound man!!!hahahah!
and THANK GOD!!!!
KIDS UNITED HOME finally replied back to pur class's email!!
oh its basically a project we have to do which is to find a home or whatever to plan events....
and after so many hopeless dreams...they finally replied!!!
YAY!!!! and we're gonna meet them this Friday to discuss but things we are doing!!!!
WHOO HOO!!!.....
now i can't wait for everything that's coming to come my way!!!
=)
i enjoyed my day today!!
thank you...!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
as usual, i walk home feeling stress again.
people might not see the stress.
but it's really there.
stress over school.
stress over church.
stress over singing practice.
stress over upcoming dance practice.
stress over my mid-term tests!!!!
GOSH!!!
all this is taking my life slowly bit by bit.
and i really don like stress...
but what to do??
i've got to face all this....
anw...am deciding to change my CCA, adventure to rock-climbing....
should i? or should i not?
any suggestions people?????
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
sometimes when i on my way to school or just back from school...i'll stone throughout the whole bus ride and think about things that's gonna happen...
remninding myself of what i have to do/study when i reach home...
reminding myself of what things in on which nights...
reminding myself not to forget things that's planned for me throughout the week...
and sometimes i really feel like just digging a hole underground and hide there...
or even just take a plane to somewhere peaceful and quiet to stay away from all this busyness...
and plus the weather is irritaing me cause it's really warm...
and the construction site beside my house is really taking away the slightest peace i have...
and my cousin's cries sometimes take my focus away...
it's so hard.
and after one more week, i'll be having my June holidays...
i am looking forward to it and not looking forward to it...
there'll be many interesting things and events that i am looking forward to it...
tiredness i'm not looking to it...
and plus i've got to mug for my term test which is after holidays...
all i've got to do is to seek His help...
cause i know i can never ever go through all this alone myself!!!
give me strength!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
have you ever feel so unworthy of doing things?
have you ever felt so small comoared to all the things you're facing?
have you ever felt lost and just can't seem to take another step?
indeed, its so hard.
so hard to to give praise and thanksgiving when my life's falling apart.
so hard to to have a correct balance in life.
it may seem so easy to other people, but i'm different from you guys.
i really don't know, don't know how to be a good person that follow all the rules that has been set for me here and there.
God, i really am despo for You in my life, again.
cause i need You, more than words can say.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
when i step into church today, i feel so loved!
not becaue of the people i see...
but because HE gave me such a beautiful place in the middle of this busy Toa Payoh to come and find peace anytime of the day!
i saw my church, it's renovation is almost complete!!
and my, its wonderfully-awesomely-nice!!
YAY!!!!!
and i'm glad!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i just too carp to say anything right now.
i'm such a crybaby!
not that i cry alot(but honestly, i do...), but is my attitude like a crybaby!
i alwasy 'cry' until i get the things i want and 'cry' until when people think i'm right but actually i'm wrong.
what i stubborn girl i am!!
and it me again that caused pain!
its always me....
why? oh why?
am still not coping things well in my life...
spend more time with one thing/person...the other will be lack of something...
and its crapped!!!
i don't know how to make things be better......
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
day in school was pretty alright today....
a sudden rush of saddness as i saw a group IJ girls walking pass me today....
makes me feel so......(i dono what to say)
i feel sad cause when i'm in IJ...i just want to get out of it....
but now when i'm out of it, i miss all the teachers, classmates and most of all, my care and 'family' feel i get from there.....
though i have friends in SP and they're all very nice people....
but they just can't compare to 4/9 08'!!
MISS THEM ALL!!!
=(....
when its time for me to fly, and though i excited about it....
i get so scared about falling.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
DRFSM 1a/01!!!
CHECK THIS OUT!!!
hahaha....was bored and combined most of the pictures we took so far!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
okay i think this post is gonna be pretty long....
cause it consist of pictures me and my classmates took...
you know....CAM-WHORING!!!
[like no-one's business!!!]
alright...HERE IT GOES!!
hmmmm...we were just playong with Patrick's cam!!
quite cool ar...the smoky effect!
yea.....playing with Patricks OH-SO-COOL cam!!=D
[in foodcourt 5 where alot of people were there!!]
anw..if you guys don know who's Pat....
he's the extra beside me the bottom left hand of this pic!
AND!! FIZA'S face is OMG!!!
can you believe it?
we actually laughed non-stop after looking at this picture!!
cause Fiza's face is really fuuny man!!
OH! OH! OH!
my favourite picture so far!!
LOVE IT!!
this is not bad too....
just that very pai-seh for me...
cause can see the obvious height difference!! =)
yeap!! and this ANGIE!!
my SUPERB class woman!!
cool effect!!!
and so, this is the serious side of me!!
teehee =D
everything is this picture is perfect..
except my spec's reflection!!!
=/
HAHAHAH!!!! CHECK THIS OUT!!!
guess which is MING HUI?
oh anw.....Patrick is the guy standing beside me!
hahahha....=)
SO HIGH!!!
we bite!!!......
[inspiration from Wei Jie!!]
yea...us again!
i guess Fiza was really craving for my ice-cream!!
=p
alright! now, ALL eyes on ANGIE!!!
PIGGY FACES!!!!
my new way of saying CHEESE!
[inspired by JunYan...the only guy in this picture!]
what's with all the weird faces?
Fiza?
what am i doing?????
and what is Jun Yan doing too??
GOSH!!
alright...that's the end of my picture 'gallery'!! nded school pretty earlier....and decided to go home early today to do some revision....cause during Thermo i was super stress cos the lecturer was like reminding us how much time we left for all the exams and tests!!stress!! stress!! stress!!as i sit on the bus and just relax....i thanked God today for the sun is shining brightly today; thanked Him for reminding me to do my QT ytd night;i thanked Himhe strength i had to continue no matter how hard it is....overrall, i thanked Him for this brand new day!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i don't know what to blog about today.
i'm just so glad is a brand new day.
a new day for God to strengthen me.
i guess all my energy was all sucked up by the shit that happened past few days.
though problem not yet solved totally.....
i'm glad to say that He's slowly working in me, around me.
decided to leave eariler after church to go home to finish up my work and do dome revision.
and i end up cleaning up my messy room.
threw away things that's left there for so long and unwanted.
and somehow, i ended up mopping the floor!!
at least i finally did my part as a daughter!
after so long...
i think if i was in my mum's shoes, i will be very disappointed with my own daughter cause she did not even help me with the house chores and i'm coping all this shit alone and she's always out there enjoying herself.
sorry. i'm so so sorry.
then i went on doing my work.
very proud of myself today!
managed to finish all my work and even did quite abit of revision!
"GOOD JOB, MING!"
tml's Monday again.
another brand new week.
i really hope and pray that even though so many things happen this entire week...
just hope that this week's gonna be good.
please God! please.....
all the one-word replies.
all the pauses.
all the silence.
was all due to my stupidity!
was all my fault.
i just dono how to move on.
i don't know the words i say and use are right.
i don't wanna be the one inflicting pain again.
i'm so scared!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i failed.
i failed TERRIBLY.
i hate you MING!
you self-centered shit!
cry.
you can continue crying.
but how will it solve the problem.
and i'm terribly sorry.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yea...just post the pictures we took during the celebration of Erica's birthday today...
whoch my previous post has more info bout it...
=D
Alright..this is the front of the birthday card!
check out the difference in our sec1/2 picture ad our grad night picture!
so much difference!! ahahahah~
yups...and this is the back page of the card!notes to ERICA!
HAHAHA! yea...that's me!!teehee!! =D
ops!!! ERICA (who is the main person) isn't in the picture cos we weren't able to take a picture by ourselve....ehhehehe
then in the end, i managed to ask this random person to help us capture this picture...GOOD JOB MING!*pat on the back!*
YAY!! me and the birthday GIRL!!
and now its me with the brthday girl's look-alike-twin, Noel! =)
and this is me with Enya! =D
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
had a pretty tough day today.
although school was alright, nothing much to say about it, just stress and all...
but that did not affect me that much..
feeling restless and tired was what that affected me throughout the whole day.
but its really amazing how God created me!
even when i'm super tired, but i still am able to be high and laugh and joke...
normally people would want to find a corner and sleep all the way or just not talk about anything.
i'm weird, but i guess that's what makes me different from people.
yea...went to Ngee Ann Poly today to giv a SURPRISE to my dear Erica!hahah~
she really did not expect us to celebrate birthday with her!
YES!!! OUR PLAN SUCCEEDED!! MUHAHAHAHH!! =D
anw..HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU ERICA!!
worship practice wasn't really that good for me today...
though my drumming wasn't that stressing....
guess is my tiredness that led to broke down....
when i reach home, started to think about how bad my time management is currently...
can't balance things in life right now...
and because of this, I AM STRESS!
gosh........but i'm pretty sure that Sunday will be good.
He'll lead me once again like how He did for my worship last Sunday! =)
and and and, thanks for all you guys encouragements!
really very comforting and assuring!
THANKS-A-MILLION!! =D
i'll put in my best!
but i just hope you're one of them that encourage me.
i wanna let you know.
but you ain't there.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
Accommodation.
"A process of mutual adaptation between persons or groups, usually achieved by eliminating or reducing hostility, as by compromise or arbitration."
just realize today that as you grow older, you'll have more accommodations to handle.
if you want to spend more time with something/someone, and after spending time doing/meeting up, you tend to realize that you'll need to eliminate the time spent doing you hw or blah blah blah away to accommodate.
and it can be really hard and difficult.
guess i'm just lost with so many accommodations to handle.
i just don't know how to balance them all at one go!
so hard that eveytime when i reach home, i just feel so tired from the world that i just fall flat on my bed and sleep....
guess its a form of running away.
take for example just now, fell asleep at 10pm and woke up at 12.15am, thinking that it is 6am plus and went on preparing stuff for school!
its really CRAZY! and i dono why i'm becoming so _____________. (don't know what's the word to use.)
and everything and everybody seems to want a piece of me....
its quite tiring to accommodate to so many at one go....
but you know what, i believe that when there's a WILL, there's a WAY!
so i guess everything will turn out fine.
though the process may be long and hard, guess that's where the lesson comes in.
school today was surprisingly alright for me.
like i always tell my friends, Thurs is my most hated day of the week cause there's so many lessons that makes me want to fall asleep cause i simply don't understand.
but today, thank God i managed to pass through every lessons today taking back some stuff....
which i thought was pretty good for MINGHUI!! =D
yea!! GO GO GO!!
start the engine! MING!!
i really don't know how to kill the silence.
i don't know how to talk.
i don't know what you want.
please, please don't do this to me.
it hurts me to see you like that.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
not really feeling emotionally good now.....
think i never did too good for my test!
i wasso nervous untilo i started to mumble!
SO SAD!!!!!
gosh!!!
and its affecting me now!!
please tell me ytd's minight oil didn't go to watse!!
=(
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
just not in the mood of posting anything now....
settling my test for tml and feeling lousy alomst everythings that i can think of now...
so many things....
but i just don't know where to say first.....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
am in school now mugging with my classmates....
and guess what...
am going JAMMING with classmates later!!
hahah...super HIGH!!!!
lucky i kind of finish my preparations for my test tml!!
=D
hahaha....am gonna blog later at night so...yea...
TATA for now!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yea...forgot to post the pictures we took last Friday where we were in the jamming room.....hahaha
cos we managed to finish our stuff fast so the teacher ended the class earlier...so yea....
Fiza was really practicing hard for the drums!
GOODNESS!!!!!! Jun Yan and his poses.......-.-
yea...Angie was about to catch the beat!!
And Long Kiat was feeling frustrated cause he couldn't get the groove right....
Did not even realize this picture was taken...but it ended up pretty cool!! (but i was just playing around the electric guitar....had no idea how to play it...=D)
can't rmb what we were playing....but everyone's enjying it....i guess? =)
yea..and that's ME on the drums!!
yea...lalalalalalala~~~
oooooo!! Fiza singing in the house!! =D
yea....that all happen last week!good or bad......
i had school for three weeks already!
seems so fast man!!
lucky i enjoyed my 3 weeks in Singapore Ploy...
GREAT classmates i have.....
GREAT lectureres.....
GREAT lessons i had.....
yea.....its all good! =D
and for those non-Christians....
please pardon me of getting all Christiany again......
but i really have to thank God for His love for me.....
you know, even though i did not do my Quiet Time for quite some time......
even though i did not love Him as much as He did to me....
He never forsake me.
He didn't ignore me just becasue i was so busy in school and blah blah blah.....
He didn't stop loving me just because i stopped reading the Bible or pray....
its really amzing how He managed to "da han" all this nonsense from me....
but He did!
thank God worship went really well today!
i'm pretty sure those words that i said today wasn't from me.....
it wasn't even the things that i typed it out in the plan....
but it just came out from my mouth!...
really amazing how God can still use me even in the times when i felt most unworthy to be His servant!...
yea.....anw...am going to have a TEST coming up this coming WEDNESDAY!!!
CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS!!!!!
ARGHHHHHH!!!
alright...i'm okay with all the researh and all....
just that i'm afraid that i'd mumble and stumble when its my turn to make a stand!!
GOSH!!!
FIZA!!!! LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER YEA?
guess it'll be fine......=D
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
its 12.26am and i;m still doing my work(CRS)...
doing research about the banning of smoking in Singapore.
feeling super tired now....
came by and blog again cause i almost doze off....
so blogging keeps me awake! =D
just hope everything goes well tml!
my schedule for tml is SUPER pack!
9am-1pm-= Worship practice
1pm-2.30pm= Lumina practice
3pm-5pm= CG
man!! busy busy day!
i just hope everything will go as His plans!
i can't take control anymore le...
feel so tired...
"Lord, come and take your place in me once again!
Let the words that comes out from me really comes from you Lord!"
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright, today is so much better then ytd!
lessons today were understandable...so its alright!
realize i have so so much to do...
so much so much to do....
stress? i dono. i guess so....
don have much to post today....
feeling so __________(i don't know what!)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
well, i'll rate my day as 2 today!
1 being very lousy and 10 veing the best day ever!
why? because today is just not MING's day!
2) lost my bottle, though is not a great bottle, but i need that to drink and i really need water before i totally lose my voice.
3) since i lost my bottle, decided to use Angie's sparkling juice glass bottle to fill water for myself. end up dropping it and spill everything on the floor.
4) disrupting the class.
5) not understanding most of the lessons i had today.
6) standing up throughout the whole bus ride home cause of this girl infront of me who don't seem to want to sit down.
oh man!! what's wrong with today?
what's wrong?
i keep thinking of the question that i end my pervious post.
i really dono what will my path will look like.
oh man!!
Shoo! Mr Stress!
Shoo! Ms Confuse!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
haven't been posting for the past few days.
maybe because i am just too busy with school and social life.
oh man! so many things to prepare and so many things to do.
will i manage? oh man...
watched "The Ramien Girl" today after school.
was not bad, but the ending is not good.
so ya, enjoyed myself today!
anw, you readers, what CCA should i join?
suggestions??
so what's my path?
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
feel so good and happy now!!
finally managed to complete cprog tutorial 2!!
YAY!!! the stress is over!
completed level 2!!ahahah...=)
PRAISE THE LORD!
anw, i had a good day today...went for church ans i thought the service was good!
good in the sense that i really could finally feel the peace that i've been yearning for for the past weeks!
though i did not sing for most of the songs....
but i guess silence with God is also a form of worshipping Him too! =)
anw, after church, me and Jo made our way to Orchard and shop there...
then Ling, David and Doreen came and join us...=)
had pretty much fun critizing the designs of things..HAHAH!!
bought a few things today for myself...(sort of like rewarding myself...)
bought a pretty pencil case from BORDERS;
a nice dark blue ribbon hair band;
cool pair of black pumps;
and two wonderful rubble bands!!
hahah...AND AND AND!!
i sort of like fell in love with ahigh waist skirt from COTTON ON!!
shall have that soon!! =D
so in the end, I HAD A GREAT DAY!!
but another part that made me feel so good....
was that the tide's finally subsided!!
THANK GOD!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
I’m glad you know.
I'm really glad.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
you want me to tell you how....
i've got one thing in mind...
let's get back on track with God first....
then we'll settle this together....
i'm sure He'll make a path for us...
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
"Good things never last forever."
please, someone tell me this is not true...
i don't understand.
i don't know.
i don't know how.
please tell me this is just a huddle that we've to go through.
please tell me that there will be more of this in the future...
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i'm posting once again for today....
i feel really sucky now...
sometimes i really feel no one understands...
everytime we talk, we talk about things that we want....
everytime we meet, we'll do the things we wanted....
i miss those time where we simply meet and laugh about things.....
i feel i've done so little.....
so little until it gets irritating...
i hate myself for being like that now...
love me when i'm at my worst.....
i will to you.....
how bout you?
a long journey to go...
who knows what's ahead of us?
GOD.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVERONE!!!
haha....it was really a free day for me today man!!
was suppose to follow family out but decided to stay at home and rest...
not feeling really well so stayed at home and did my HOMEWORK!
ahaha...=)
well..kind of finish some of them except CPROG!!!
that's really killing me man!!!
oh wells.....it'll be fine i guess!!
GUESS I"LL NEED PATRICK'S HELP!!!!
hahaha......
though it may be hard and demanding....
what we all can do is to stay positive and start to study together!
I'M SURE THERE'S NOTHING WE CAN'T DO IF WE PUT IN OUR EFFORT!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
sometimes when i on my way to school or just back from school...
yea.....playing with Patricks OH-SO-COOL cam!!=D
can you believe it?
OH! OH! OH!
this is not bad too....
yeap!! and this ANGIE!!
cool effect!!!
and so, this is the serious side of me!!
everything is this picture is perfect..
HAHAHAH!!!! CHECK THIS OUT!!!
oh anw.....Patrick is the guy standing beside me!
SO HIGH!!!
we bite!!!......
yea...us again!
i guess Fiza was really craving for my ice-cream!!
alright! now, ALL eyes on ANGIE!!!
PIGGY FACES!!!!
my new way of saying CHEESE!
what's with all the weird faces?
what am i doing?????
yups...and this is the back page of the card!
HAHAHA! yea...that's me!!
ops!!! ERICA (who is the main person) isn't in the picture cos we weren't able to take a picture by ourselve....ehhehehe
then in the end, i managed to ask this random person to help us capture this picture...
YAY!! me and the birthday GIRL!!
and now its me with the brthday girl's look-alike-twin, Noel! =)
and this is me with Enya! =D
GOODNESS!!!!!! Jun Yan and his poses.......-.-
yea...Angie was about to catch the beat!!
And Long Kiat was feeling frustrated cause he couldn't get the groove right....
Did not even realize this picture was taken...but it ended up pretty cool!! (but i was just playing around the electric guitar....had no idea how to play it...=D)
can't rmb what we were playing....but everyone's enjying it....i guess? =)
yea..and that's ME on the drums!!
yea...lalalalalalala~~~
oooooo!! Fiza singing in the house!! =D
yea....that all happen last week!