FLU! FLU! GO AWAY!!!
argh!! i'm feeling really sick now....
feeling cold when the weather is so warm....
running nose.....
itchy throat....
headache.....=(
I DON WANNA FALL SICK!!!
thank God there's a holiday tml so as i can rest my day and study at the same time....
yea...gonna study tml and hopefully making my contacts tml!
if not tml...=)
anw..because my lecturer was in good mood(i guess..)
our class was being let off earlier and had 2 and 1/2 hours of break...
so half of my class decided to go K!!...haha
sang our hearts off!!
here are some pictures of K today.....=)
oh ya!! and afew days ag, we were actually mugging and doing our homework at Moberly....
and after quite long, we got abt bored and the guys started palying L4D again...haha.....
and we started web-camwhoring..=)
sorry sorry sorry that i din send the message the whole day... she said you must be very blessed to have me.....
but i would like to differ...i am blessed....=)
i almost lost it....
but thank God i found it back and fixed it....
THANK YOU LORD!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
hmmmm...how was my day today?
ahaha...it was rather good...
just that i got abit stressed during cprog lesson...
everything's so hard, so difficult to understand.....
think i've to start making notes and mug for this lesson....
GO 1A/01!!!!! =D
anw...PATRICK!!!! i'll remember this day that you scared me!!
GOODNESS!!
but it was really funny when you accidentally scared off the wrong girl....
hahahahha~JOKE!
then after school went to Moberly to do my homework and play L4D!!
hahaha....
i know you're sorry for all the things;
but i'll learn how to forgive and forget everything that happened;
hope you'll slowly learn too...
let's learn together!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yay!!! change my blogskin le!! =D
so far so good..
i mean school, friends etc.
oh ya...today was chatting with the girls in my class today while waiting for the next lesson to start...
we were at first talking about the ''Pig's flu" and how warm the weather is nowsadys..
then somehow we managed to talk about the end of the world...
as the newspaper has predicted, 2012 will have a super major disaster that'll destroy mankind...
and many of us were like, "Huh? i still haven't completed things that i want to do in life!", "YA!! i also haven't get the feel of getting married, giving birth and all."....
somehow, when they were talking about all these things...
i sort of have this peace in my heart....
cause i know that when that day comes...
He'll judge and i'll have eternal life!
THANK GOD I HAVE YOU!!
months passed;
weeks passed;
hours passed;
minutes passed;
seconds passed;
and i'm glad we're still holding on frimly.
for you, its gonna be beyond everything and anything.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
You were once teaching me;
Once making laugh;
Once making me feel so discouraged;
Once making me feel so hurt;
But now that I turn back and look….
All those make me realize that how good God was to me for placing you in my life.
Just a simple acts, made me realize that I’m so loved by Him.
Thank You.
“Jesus knows”
When time of sorrow feels your heart
And questions cloud your mind
When silence seems to be your only friend
When all throughout the years you find
Nobody’s really there
Remember there’s One that truly cares
A rainbow, a star in the night
Of all creation none compares
To you in His eyes
[Chorus]
Do you know? Do you know He loves you?
Do you know He’s been waiting for you?
Every tear that has been shed
Every heart that needs to mend
Jesus knows, yes He knows.
When trouble paves the road ahead
And fear is hard to bear
When darkness creeps almost everywhere
When underneath the smiles you find
A child that’s lost inside
Remember there is One who is the Light
The oceans, the birds in the sky
Of all creation none compares
To you in His eyes
[Bridge]
Jesus knows we’ll never be good enough
To earn our way to Him
So on Calvary, He sacrificed for you & I
That all who believed has eternal life.
Ps: I’ve already put the past behind already. =)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
got darker today!!
had captain ball in the hot sun today!
hahha....oh wells...=)
had fun though...
managed to finish my homework today!!
YAY!!!"Good Job MING!!!" =D
am embarking on a brand new Nicolas Sparks book!!
its "A walk to remember"....
May says that this book you'll cry even more....
so now that i know, i shall not read the last part not anywhere else but my room...=)
hahah....
okay!!...was being nagged by my mum on cutting down of sweet intake!
and i'm getting irritated by her...hahah
but its quite true....
if i continue eating sweet as if they're free, i'd really get in deep trouble...hahah
so.......I WILL STOP EATING SWEET!!!!i'll try......=(
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
you will not always face happy endings in all the books that you'll read. sometimes hard truth makes you ponder alot more then aa happy ending.just finish reading "Message in a bottle"-Nicolas Sparks today in the train on my way to school.i managed to finish the last fews pages there and then.MAN!! i literally teared in the train!!it was sad yet beautiful ending.two unknown person, livning in different places, got to know each other more due to a message in a bottle.people tend to say "Curiousity kills the cat.", but in this story, i'd like to say "Curiousity found true love."basically, this guy called Garrett missed his died wife so much that he couldn't help but think of her more and more each day.in result of that, his only way to express his feelings was to write letters to his wife, Catherine, in a bottle and throw out into the sea.and coincidentally, Theresa, who had a bad marriage, happened to picked up one of the bottle and even read the letters itself.out of curiousity, she went all out to find out how this sentimental guy looks like/is.and hope that they could click well.then they finally met up and started to fall in love with each other,at the same time learning how to let go of their past failed love.however, as time pass, Theresa realized that Garrett was not able to let go of Catherine and therefore decided to leave him.and after few weeks, Garrett's dad called her up and told her that Garrett went out to the sea and never came back.the next morning, when she flew back to where Garrett stay to check on him, his dad told her that he was gone!at that time, she really regretted not staying by his side instead of coming back home and pursue her career.wondering why he wanted to go out to the sea even though he knew that a storm was apporaching, Garrett's dad pass her a package that Garrett wanted her to have.as she open the package, there was a letter to her from Garrett.and the reason why Garrett went out into the sea was because Theresa.he wanted her to forgive him.but since Theresa wan't by his side anymore, he'd rather leave this world.if you want to know more details of the letters(which made me cry real bad)...go borrow the book yourselve to feel, experience and understand this wonderful love."It's all these IMPERFECTIONS that made it all PERFECT."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
2 days of poly life and it's been good so far!
though there's quite alot of things that i've been exposed to...
but i think its a great beinging...
just that i think after this 3 years of poly life.....
i think i'm gonna get disbetes man!!
as long as there's lecture, i'll be the SANTA CLAUS...
giving out sweets to myself and friends...hahah..
really can't take it la......hahaha...
guess i should really cut down on all these things before health becomes a problem...
and before weight becomes a major problem for me...hahahah...=D
not reading IT;
not flipping IT;
not having long conversation with You;
but thank You for loving me faithfully.
yea...day was greatest!!
and you said i was the girl
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
this is gonna be a really short one cos i'm like using the 15min of free time before making my way to school to post.
after 6 long months of slacking, waking up late, no school, etc.
i'm finally having school today.
and its not like the normal reopen of school where i go to the same school and i meet the face firmiliar faces...
i'm gonna start school today with news faces, new campus etc.
but one thing i know that never change, which is i can always hide under His compassionate embrace anytime when i feel worn out etc.
therefore, this 3 years of being a poly student is gonna be GREAT!
and i thank you and will remember this promise you made.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
sometimes things might look so difficult and it seems that there's no way out for you.
somehow there'll be people there to cheer you on and spur you on.
and i'm realy glad to have you girls to be there supporting me on.
through the sharings today, i learn that i'm really not suffering all this sh*t alone.
i realize that my sisters are with me all these while.
THANK YOU LORD.
totally enjoyed myself during CSCC gathering today@ ECP!!
all the songs that we sang together.
all the food that we BBQed together.
all the jokes that we joked about.
are things that made my day a little better!
thanks CSCC!!
but there's one thing i don't understand.
sometimes i just want to put in all my heart but somehow i just made it worst.
i want to make you happy, but i made you upset.
i want to make you feel proud of me, but i made you even more disgrace about me.
i want to assure you about future, but it seems that i totally destroy it in my own hands.
what can i do sew back this hole that i destroy it at my own hands?
what can i do to regain this confidence in this like how it used to be?
my bad for all the waitings....
i'm sorry.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
who am i to deserve this kind of treatment when i treat others bad?
who am i to be loved after so many times of rejections?
who am i to be cared for when i don't talk to You?
who am i to be able to be Your daughter when i'm not doing the things i should?
who am i to receive this eternal life when got pulled away y the world?
who am i?
Praise the Lord, cause He has time and time again loved me even though time and time again i rejected Him from my life.
Praise the Lord, cause He had never left me when crowds of people tried to blur my vision of Him.
Praise the Lord, cause He knew what i needed.
Prasie the Lord, for His undying love for me.
Prasie the Lord for the blessings He has shown us, through all stuff, He was there.
Praise the Lord for my mum, through all tiredness, He gave me her to support me.
Praise the Lord for all the friends that i know, for i know that they'll never leave me in times of need.
God, I JUST WANT TO PRAISE YOU TODAY! For i was once blind, but i now i see.
THANK YOU!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
am in school now having some lesson on hoe to use the school's website and all.
i'm just wondering: Why can't they let us do it ourselve? is not like as if itsomehing hard and incomprehensive!!
hahah....but oh wells...since i'm here, and i've got nothing to do, i'll just blog to fill up my time..=)
ytd was the first tme i met my classmates...
new sets of frineds that i'm gonna face for the next 3years!
they're all really nice people and pretty funny people...
am happy with my class and friends and tutor i've got for myself...
Thank You, i know You prepared all this for me!.Thank You!
guess i better go now...
hahah...can't wait for my school to start!!!
3 months....
here come!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
Needed someone, just somebody to dig out everything i had in my heart the whole day today
I dislike this feeling
It's gross
It's steals my smiles away.........
Just in a week time school will start for Poly students
Everyone will be entering to a total brand new school and meeting brand new set of friends
Am trying my very best to love my new school and course
Trying my best to love my new school like how i love my previous one
Lord, i don't wanna feel uneasy easily
I just want to be happy for myself and my school
I'm pretty sure You'll bring me through or uncertainties, struggles, despair, loneliness, out-of-Place,etc
Angels around me that You've sent to make my day better really are the things that i need now
And amazingly, they just appear here and there to pull me up when i feel as if i've fell into a never ending pit hole
Thank you, Lord.
Indeed, being a child of Yours is really not easy
All the diificulties that i will have to face and everything else
Thanks for the mail!
Great song for the timing
Great messge for the timing too
Great that i met you
Great that you saved my day
Great that you MADED MY BAD TO GLAD
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today was busy, fun, hot, hungry, wet, CRAZY!!!
had my church Easter event today...
eveything was fine initially until the heavy rain game....
prayed hard for it to stop but i guess God has His own plans....
so it continued raining and i couldn't find a shelter for myself at first...
was actually under this 'shelter' but its quite useless cause teh roof if this shelter is actually covered by thick leaves and all....hahah
how smart lor!!hahah...
then after stading in the 'shelter', i decided to run towards the real shelter..
but it was a distance away from where i was and it was still raining heavily....
but i stil ran there and got totally WET!!!!!
well....but at least i know the poeple had fun!!
and as i was clearing up everything after the whole event ended...
i was just thinking to myself......
all the clearing up is tough just like backstage work and are also things that the people don get to see...
but it makes me happy cause i know its all worth it cause in the very end, everyone had fun and the's GREAT!!!
SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!!
din attend for the CSCC-sentosa event today!!!!!
had my church stuff to attend to......hahaha....
but i'll get to see HECATES next Sat for the social gathering!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!~~
whole day of just purely missing.
Quote of the day:
"I'm the best because i have the best."-Daryl Yeo
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
just in 11 more days i'll be starting my school life again!!
hopefully i don't drag going to school cause i seriously have been slacking too much le!!
things will just somehow turn out fine...=)
hahaha.....nothing much to blog about...
just that i've been staying out of house for the past few days!!
busy with church, friends.............
really busy man!!!
i know this sound really stupid of me......
but why can't you get real sick, Ming??
GOSH!!can't stand this feeling....
its like you can feel that you're sick....but its not coming out!!!
Oh wells.......hopefully i don fall sick when school starts......
then that'll be really a bad start!!...heheh~
finally! you're back!
hope you enjoyed it!!
wishing, wanting and waiting for the birth of my SONG!!
hahahah..=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
so i went to IKEA with Eileen today!! check out the photos!!
First, i saw this really nice bed!! It's like my dream bed plus....IT'S REALLY NICE,SOFT & COMFY!!!
haha...then we went to the toy section and found this cool puppet thing....=Dthis is MING the SPIDEY!!
haha...and this is EILEEN the RABITTY!!
then i saw this whole stack of stuff dogs! Don't it look like it's raining DOGS??
just a close up of the stuff dog...it's really cute!
then after being serious and to shop for our stuff for this Sat, we went to the showrooms and first thing that caught my eye was this..............
looks GOOD!!!
yea...then went to pay money and end our trip at IKEA!!overall...i fely GREAT today!
not because of all the nice things i saw today...
not because i went IKEA today.....
but because i managed to find someone to talk about STUFF...(Eileen, you should know what i'm saying...)
i thank God for this sudden obvious presenceof her in my life!!
someone i can really talk heart to heart to without any lies needed...
thank you my dear sister!!!
God will bless you too!!
one more day and i can't wait!!
tuning in to 'Here without you'-3 Doors Down
but still waitng patiently...=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
went for my HECATES outing yesterday...
at frist we were just slacking around and sitting around...
but i guess we were just having fun talking and laughing....
then went to join the GLs,Zoombies to celebrate Joshua's birthday..
went o Marina Sqaure to dine at Kenny Rogers....
left early without meething and rushed down to church for a meeting...
everyine was complaining the food at Kenny Rogers was ex....haha...
was super funny how Jim wanted to order the food!!!hahah
and foo today, i dono what to blog....
just bored staying at home...
having a 'meeting' in church later....
hopefully eveything goes well...
as i stare at my braclet.....
as i stare at my phone...
wishing you were here with me.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
don't know what to blog about today...
there's so many things going through my mind during the course of the entire day!
don't know where to start from....haha
hmmm....this is quite random but.....
i'm really thankful to God for still keeping me alive and well in this world....
mum just made a call to my old and only grandma just now....
she's 85years old and still living healthly without any sickness or anything...
it's really amazing to still see her keeping the big house+the house holds chores all to herself...
and one thing i learn is to be as cheerful as you can when you're still alive and well....
who knows when God decides to this little life away from you...
it sounds as if i'm gonna die or something....BUT NO!!!
haha...just something that strucked me when mum was conversing with grandma...yup
had a pretty long EXCO meeting in church talking about our plannings and all...
had a stronger urge to build up the bondage between YMers...
when the string is not tied tighly between us....
it'll be hard for a ministry to move forward....
cause some will just get lost here and there and eventually, totally gone!
yea...something to work towards to....=)
and of cause, leaders should be the most bonded ones as we're leading the rest....
supporting each other when in need....
therefore, EASTER EVENT IS GOING TO BE GREAT!!!
with support from each other and seeking God...=)
and as i was just flipping through my calender just now....
just realize that i'm going to be quite busy here and there...
church stuffs, starting of new school, etc...
don't know if i'll be able to cope well....
but i guess it should be alright!!
it'll be ideal to go to a deserted beach and just not worry bout anything and enjoy God's creation...
but i guess it's definitely quite hard unless i dream bout it la....!!
HAHAHAHAH~
Happy Birthday to your sister!
haha...enjoying the food yea?hahha
i foresee a late night talk!!!
=D
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
back here again!!
GUESS WHAT!!!
my another aunt gave birth to a baby boy this evening!!
GOODNESS!!! my family's like having a BABY BOOM la!!haha....
but oh wells......i count it as a blessing! =)
anyway, today was a pretty busy day for me....
woke up early in the morning for a singing rehersal for church concert pub....
didn't sing for quite a long long time that's why it took quite some time for my voice to open up....
and somemore SOP!!!haha....
just hope eveything will be fine tomorrow!! =)
and i had my worship practice is the afternoon as a drummer...
once again, abit rusty for drums and maybe that's the reason why i fely abit stressed up too...
oh well oh well.........
God, help me play well for you tomorrow!
THANK YOU!!!
mum, thank you for the dress that i've always wanted!!
guess you know me best!!
trying, trying, trying my best to not test your limits.
still trying, but always fail.
but God i pray that you help me to be a good larvagirl!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
went for monthly prayer meeting today...
maybe because its been a long time since i really sat down and listen to sermon...
that's why i did not expect much from the sermon today...
but amazingly, though the sermon was really normal and nothing special...
but i guess it was something God really wanted to me take back once again...
guess due to life's busyness, i forget the most basic thing that He taught us...
Worrying.
Worrying about my new school's environment.
Worrying about the friends that i'm gonna make.
Worrying about not being able to catch up with my work in poly.
Worrying about tomorrow.
Worries, Worries and more worries.
The crows and the lilies and being taken of by God
and He provides them.
and somemore, they're not very important creatures in the world.
and me, as a human, bigger than a crow and definitely have more needs then them.....
why wouldn't God provide me??
Seek His kingdom, and He'll do wonders for you...
yea...something i took back today!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
staying at home the whole day today...
helping my mum to look after my cousins....
man!! my baby cousin is so.....CUTE!!!
i'll show you guys the photos of this baby girl probably in the next post....
now that school camp is over....
i really do miss it....
all the cheers, late night showerings, sleeping really late, etc.
hahah...can't wait for the next gathering!!...
hahah....and i also can't wait for school to start!...
all the new things that i'm going to be exposed to....
new people too!!
alright....i'm glad the storm was over....
and i learn even more from myself and you...
but one reminder......
LIMITS! LIMITS! LIMITS!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i don't know what to say.
i don't like myself being like that.
i don't like how things are going on now.
i don't like it when you choose to ignore or not to talk to me.
i don't like it when you doubt me.
i just don't like it.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
you will not always face happy endings in all the books that you'll read. sometimes hard truth makes you ponder alot more then aa happy ending.
okay....due to what Feezah said.....
First, i saw this really nice bed!! It's like my dream bed plus....IT'S REALLY NICE,SOFT & COMFY!!!
haha...and this is EILEEN the RABITTY!!
then i saw this whole stack of stuff dogs! Don't it look like it's raining DOGS??
just a close up of the stuff dog...it's really cute!
then after being serious and to shop for our stuff for this Sat, we went to the showrooms and first thing that caught my eye was this..............
looks GOOD!!!
yea...then went to pay money and end our trip at IKEA!!