i'm back from SP camp!!
the camp was FUN! INTERESTING! WORTH WHILE!!!!!
through this camp i learn alot more about SP...
starting of the camp i was not really on about the whole camp cos i was alone....
thank God a million cause he placed people whom i can talk and socialize easily with...
GO HECATES!!!!
"I say you I say. I say you say I say.
I say Hecates number one.
Come on com on everyone!
I say you say I say. I say you say I say.
I say Hecates never lose.
Never never never lose.
GO! HECATES!!"
hopefully we'll stay in contact even after camp has ended....
and of cause!!this camp made me really hyped up to start school!
which is a good thing.
overall, even though then camp was physically challenged,
example sleeping around 7am and waking up at12pm.....
haha....oh wells....
but i do enjoy the games and especially the WILD NIGHT!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!!!
i totally went overly HIGH and CRAZY!!
hahaha.....
so....................SINGAPORE POLY, HERE I COME!!!!!!
tomorrow shall be the day for us...
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
gonna stay at home for like the whole day until night time for a meeting in church....
can't wait for CG orientation to arrive!!
excited!!haha.....finally something that i can lok forward to!!
having a school camp tomorrow.....
haven't really pack my bag yet.....
if you ask me how i feel for this camp??
not excited....probably i'm going alone...
but i'm sure that i'll somehow make new friends in the camp.....
28th of March is gonna be a CRAZY DAY for me...
have to leave camp halyway and go to church for CG orientation.....
then when everything ends which is around 8plus in the night....
i've to make my alone way back to SP which is all the way at Dover...haha....
wells.........and plus my ipod have ZERO songs....
hahaha...cos i accidentally deleted the songs away....=D
how smart.................
so i'm not gonna post for the next 4days...haha
hopefully everything will run smoothly!
come and take control, Lord!
thank you for teaching me to open up my mouth to pour out everything...
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
went back to school today to collect my OLEVEL cert!
it feels really good to be back school again...
though the people inside are getting abit not IJ....
but i'll still love my school even 30years down the road!!
spent my 10years growing and learning in IJ...
and now i'm like a pigeon being set out to the world to be independant and learn even more things......
having a SP camp coming up this friday to next Mon...
don really feel like going but i have to....
but go there make new friends also not a bad thing...
so i guess i'll just go...
its gonna be crazy...have to come out of camp halfway for some church event...
gosh!! busy busy busy!!
haha....
"Lord, who knows what kind of busyness i have to face in the future. but i do always know that i have Your wings to hide under always. thank you."
now that you and i know...
we can walk towards our 'goal'....
and i'd love to be there....=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i was so utterly wrong!!
nobody adandoned me.
someone out there understands it all.
He know how it feels to have all these.
am blessed to know You from birth.
just started reading this book call "A legacy to my sons".
it spoke directly to me just awhile ago.
and something really popped out of the pages..
"IF YOU ARE HAPPY, YOU ARE SELDOM ANGRY.
AND IF YOU ARE ANGRY, ITS TIME TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE SPIRITUALLY HUNGRY;
AND YOUR SOUL NEEDS HELP AND REPLENISHMENT.
AND SO, TAKE TIME OF
TO BE BE NEAR GOD AND NATURE."
somebody out there knows it all.
and now, i'm glad you know it too!
no more hide-and seek....=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh....today was not really a great day for me....
normally i love Sundays....but not for today.....
mum wasn't at home in the morning i woke up......
1)which means she's not attending church and i don't like it.......
2)which also means i have no breakfast if i don't make myself....
i woke up 1hour late......
which means i was late for a short meeting at 9am......
had an apple for my breakfast......
i have no idea why i wasn't really focus in church today......
maybe i'm tired but guess that doesn't fully anwser my question.....
GRRRRRR!!!!
and couldn't concentrate during service and mum was trying to call me back home for some not really improtant stuff.....
well of cause i had to rush back home again.........
today is such a rushy day for me and i hate it!!!!!
school's starting soon,gonna be even harder to fight for my own future......
man!!!!
all your troubles, i now know.
but i dono how to help;
bet you must be blame me today again for not replying;
but i'm having a edgy time and i just feel like shutting myself.
maybe its just cause of me that you're having doubts of me and yourselve.
guess i'm just not good with bringing things out clearly.....so ya.....i dono how....
"Oh God!! teach me to open up. not only to open up, but to daringly and willingly open up my hearts to you and to my friends. Amen."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh...back posting again!!!hahaha.....
i dono why....just feeling rather weird today......
maybe cause i was feeling tired from the lack of sleep from yesterday....
stayed over at Kendra's place!!!!
it was a sluber party.....
but in the end, only me, Ling and Jo brought our's....
hahaha....wells.....we still wore them....
had fun!!! we watched the movie "13 going into 30"....
it was a great show!!!!...pretty touchy...=)
oh hey SONGLEE!!!!! thanks for the encouragement!!!!
have been waiting for someone to come and sort out the negative thoughts i have of starting life in Poly.....but thank God you came today!!! =D
thanks again, Bro!!!!
you're back again!!! FINALLY!!!
i don't have to face the days along anymore.....=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright...today was really great!!!
went our with my dears Enya and Crystal!!!...=)we went to watch this really crazy-funny-stupid-mad show......its this show called PAUL BLART MALL COP....its really mad man!!!and its SUPER FUNNY!!!me and Crystal was laughing at all sorts of random stuff that the guy in the show did....people who're stressed from life....i really recommend this interesting show for you.... but.....its only a one and a half hours or so....
yups.....=Dyea...its me and Enya...... 
okay...this was really funny. Enya & Crystal was actually in the midst of taking a photo until i came in and destroy it.
yup...this picture is taken nicely...FINALLY...=)
yea.....this is all about today......
2 MORE DAYS!!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh...went over to Ling's place that yeaterday to have a stayover with Jo!!
haha...had a great stayover!! we practically laughed our hair off!!!.....
especially having fun disturbing Ling....hahahah...=D
anw...leader's retreat was really good!!....a retreat that i received alot from the other brother & sisters....through sharings and all.....
noted given ytd was like great and i think it'll last me for long!
thansk everyone!!
anw.....CAN'T WAIT FOR ANOTHER STAYOVER AT KENDRA'S PLACE THIS COMING FRIDAY!!
it's gonna be even madder!!!
cause its a SLUMBER PARTY!!=)
it consist of kendra,Ling,Jo,Ming,Xinpei(maybe).........etc....
its gonna be real FUN!!!
fell in love with the song Lucky;
waiting for your comeback.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
haha...went down to SP ytd to settle my enrolment stuff.....
thank God it was not as tough as i thought it was...=)
and everything went smoothly!!! =D
but you know!!??
i receive my SP student card just on the spot.....
and MY PiCTURE WAS REALLY BAD!!!!!!
the guy who took the photo did not even say 1,2,3 and just say, "Oh, its done."
then i was like, "Huh??so fast??"
crap man!!! this student card is gonna be with me for the next 3 years and i look like shit.....
nvm then.......hahah.......
these few days has been the same-RELAXING!!!.....
or rather-OVER-RELAXED!!!!.....=D
oh wells.......school starting real soon!!!!!
can't wait but scared at thesame time....
i'm feeling upset cause of our drift;
going shopping together was not in our list anymore;
i feel off:
but what else but pray hard that we'll not drift even further apart.
Lord, Hear my prayers!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
it's been ages since i've blogged!!
not really ages but just that i don't really blog that much compared to last time.
just a little bit of updates here...
have been staying at home doing the usual.
helping mum to babysit my cousins, fetching them from school and blah blah blah.
sometimes, i really wish school could start soon.
but the truth is, i still have to wait for like about 1 month time!!
GOSH!! Bordem is slowly killing me!
and have been spending my time at most reading books that i've borrowed from the library.
there's this book that i want to introduce to you guys!!
it's by Nicolas Sparks, "Three weeks with my brother".
the writter wrote all about what had happened from the course of his childhood all the way to his present age.
together with his brother's during the trip, both went on a reflective trip and realize how much they've gone through together as brothers.
its really a great book, makes you think alot after reading it.
parts of it was pretty funny ad some parts was reallu upset which can make you cry, if you're a emotional person.
yup, and guess what? i've been slepping for 12hours for the past 2 days!!
poeple say of you sleep too much you'll got dumb.
but oh wells, anyway i've got nothing to do at home.
hahaha...what a carefree life!!!
guess i'll just use this creafree life wisely, if not when school starts, it'll be hard to even find time for myself.....hahha....
=)
there're so so many movies coming out!!!
and i hope i can watch them all.....
but guess not....
and OH!!
"Marley and me" was a GREAT show!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
OH I CUT MY HAIR TODAY!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!!
I MISS MY HAIR!!!!.......
man....i know this sounds stupid...but i did went home and cry.....
was having a bad mood........
hahah...maybe cause of the new hair.....
friends in church said it wasn't much of a difference......
but there's ALOT of difference!!!!!hahahaha~
oh wells.....a change of new help won't kill me........ya....
anw,by the time i go for my poly,my hair will be long enough for me to look like me....
hopefully............
haven't been online for the pass few days........
mainly because i did not really wanted to touch it.......
spend the time using the com doing my daily Quiet Time.....
really a cool way to start my month off.....
somehow everyday has different things for me to take back and reflect on it.....
that's all good!!!!!
well....poly life is gonna start in no time!!!
kindof scared for it......
but since i'm in it....
i shall just love it then dislike it.......=D
today's sermon by Pastor Chua was really good.....
a question i broughyt back was:
so what is your wilderness??
hahaha......was thinking bout it.......
and i came to a conclusion.....
whether i'm in the wosrt or not so good wilderness in life.....
His transparent hands will faithfully hold me through.....
and i'm glad!!!! =D
great assurance is required.....
and you passed the test!!!
=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
