hey people!!!...
i got into BUSINESS PROCESS & SYSTEMS ENGINEERING @ TP......
my mum was asking me if i like it or not.....
well...i told her like or don't like i'm into it already.....
though i was hoping for MARKETING @ TP.....
i don't think I'll appeal.....
since this is what God gave me.......
i shall not go change it......
though tears of disappointment may fall......
i'm sure everything will be fine if i place my trust in Him that He'll bring me through!
one song that really can relate to my feelings now.....
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I'll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
yea....In Christ alone everything will be fine......
=).....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
haha...yea went to the ZOO today!!!hahah...man!!!its GREAT FUN man!!.....think i fell in love with the zebras!!!they're super cool...teehee......and their strips are sexy man!.....=)i really enjoyed myself the whole day today!!though it was a quite tiring during the walk around the zoo......but i guess its worth it......=Dbut it was quite a pity that i missed out the polar bears!!well...enjoyed myself with Ling at the kid's world!!the water playground is SHIOK man!!got wet all thanks to this little cheeky boy.......oh wells!after zoo,we went to J8 to catch Bride Wars.....at first i thought was quite girl show for you to watch...but lucky you kind of enjoyed it.....=)one thing i have to say bout this show.........although it seems like a girly show......it really brings out the good truth about what a friendship should be.....good show....=DTML IS THE RESULT OF THE POLY THAT I'M GONNA GO..........!!!!i may look really fine bout this posting thing........but deep down there's surely a little bit of worriedness there....really hope God will provide what He thinks it's good for my life.......and of cos a course that i want.....YAY!!!gonna stay over at Jo's place tml!!many people would be coming!!time for a catching up time with people that i haven't really talk heart to heart to!!i think its really gonna be something AWESOME!!!!!!looking forward to it!!!John Mayer's 'Comfortable' running through my mind the whole time......
fitting myself into the song.......
feels so good.....
thanks for today!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh friend oh friend!
why get mad over things like this?
words sometimes can be a weapon to kill someone!
be careful friend....
though you wanna get this off your shoulders.....
sure there should be other ways instead of verbal attack...
stay cool okay!.....
really hope you'll be able to settle your emotions down and talk to God about it....
i'm sure this is totally way out from God's plan!
He wouldn't want this to happen too......
He'll be the best gateway to peace!
and hopefully you enjoyed today!!!
well....at least i did!!!
tml is another brand new start!!!
brand new start at the ZOO!!!
hahaha....can't wait!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
back to post more today....
woke up early in the morning to attend church service.....
haha...my cousins-Joy,Eryn & Faith came to join us in my church for service too!
well....its naturally that they're the centre of attraction among all the people..
especially Faith.....haha.....
then they went to my house to bai nian...hahah.....
oh ya...talk bout bai nian.......i did not travel to relatives house.....
its the other way around....
they came over to Xin Hui's house which is 7 floors below me.....
haha...I PLAYED MAJONG TODAY!!!!
finally!my cousins have been teaching me since long time ago...hahah
i finally mastered it today....
and i really enjoy playing cards with uncles and cousins!!
haha......good time of gathering.....=)
there'll be more tml!!!! =D.........
oh and i think i'm crazy today!!
my mum asked me to mop the floor for her at 10.30pm......
but she took the house key and went down to Xin Hui's house and chit chat....
plus she left the mop outside the house...
how smart man!!!!
but i really dono why i just flare up like that...
siao ar,Ming!
wonder what has happen;
wonder how you are;
and i continue wondering....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
Oh!today is Chinese New Year eve......
was actually suppose to be in Malaysia celebrating with my relatives there....
see the fireworks and fire crackers in just a few steps away from you....
hahah~~oh wells......though CNY is celebrated in Spore...
i did enjoy my eve with my family!
just listen to the Chinese new years songs.....
sing along with the songs....
indulge ourselves in the delicious food.....
aunties and uncles gathering around the majong table and play...
and chating and playing with my cousins.....
hahha.....that's what i call SWEET!
there'll be lots to go!
hey my dear friend!!
there's nothing to be worried of.....
maybe they're just there to guide you with their advice....
"Lord i pray that you continue to uplift my friend's burdens in your hands. In this festive season,really pray that you'll let her be able to enjoy your peace and joy."
it's CNY!!
eating good stuff;
drinking sugared drinks;
getting ang baos;
meeting different relatives;
a moment i long to escape from human traffic.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yup....change my blog skin to my previous one...
juts fell in love with this blog skin.....
really very enchanting......
anw...guess what....
i had a scolding from my mum today cos i was so slack........!
use the com for almost the whole day...
and i slept...
so she complained that i did not help her do stuff the whole day today....
which is quite true la......
oh wells.....
LAZY MING!
oh ya oh ya!!
tml will be the day where i stand before the whole church
to dedicate myself as a leader to God...
its quite a happening day for me.......
really hope this whole year I'll continue to stand firm in God...=)
clouds that look like pig/horse/dog/turkey......
Silence is indeed a JOY.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
some pics taken with friends... oh my dear friends....
wonder when will be our next class gathering.... different polys that we're attending.......
a whole new sets of friends that we have to meet....new set of teachers.....new tests/projects up ahead.....we're all gonna walk our different paths.....
i hope we'll meet again some time.....till then....... take lots of care and....... I'LL MISS YOU PEOPLE!!
was enjoying myself at East Coast park today....
haha...man...just by playing simple games really make the time pass real fast man! will definitely miss the times spent with you!! let's go there some day~!!=D
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
ooooo.....my day today was like no other.....
just stayed at home and did all the things i'm suppose to do.....
was suppose to stay at home to babysit my cousins while mum goes for a doctor's appointment....
but in the end she tell me its scheduled tml morning......
i was like.........crapped up!!
and i've got a class BBQ to attend early in the morning till late evening.....
MAN!!!....a bit pissed la.....
so tml i've to wait until she come back then i can go for my BBQ.....
and i also dono how long she will take lor.......=/
who's the one who's unreasonable here?.....
oh wells oh wells..........
hopefully everything will go smoothly tml.......
and i don even know how to make my own way to East Coat Park myself la....
CRAP!!!!.......
anw...i did quite alot of chores today......
like sweeping the floor;hand wash my clothes;hang the clothes to dry.......
okay....can be considered alot to me le...hahah
t
hen went to meet Ling randomly after her work......
although its just walking around and talking bout carp......
i enjoyed it friend!!
THANKS!!
It's speechless....
no words to describe.....
Escaping from the human traffic.....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
I FOUND A JOB TODAY!!!!
actually i was only accompanying Ling for her interviews...
in the end i was also being interviewed.....
and guess what!?
i was wearing shorts la!!!!
so UN-PRO!!!!....haha
but lucky my heels kind of help me look not so sloppy.....
yea....this job is call Customer Service dono what la.....
as everyone knows that the Ez-link card have to be changed rite.......
and there'll be long queues at the different MRT stations/bus interchange of those people who are eager to get their Ez-link card to be renewed rite......
so my job to station myself in this kind of crowds
1) to answer their questions bout this new card...
2) tell those senior citizens that they don't have to queue
cause their new card will be mailed to their letter box.....
3) tell those parents that they don't have to queue for their child
cause their card will be settled in their own schools......
4) inform the people that they do not have to rush to renew their cards
cause they have until 30th of Sept (to prevent long queues)
5) to stop the queue when the operating hours is going to end
6) etc.....
count me lucky man!!!
first job so slack and the pay is quite satisfying.......
$5.50 per hour......yeap.....
gonna start my first day of work in my life next week!!!!
scary but i can't wait!!
guess its just so me to talk to strangers.......(i guess...hehehe)
hopefully there won't be any difficult questions that i can't handle......
and hopefully i won't be as careless as i am always do......
yup!!
cars passing by;
joggers running pass;
random people walking pass;
dogs and other animals running pass;
i just hope that time can stop at that moment.....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today is 20th of Jan......
8 years ago today you left us.....
and today,as your daughter,i've decided to go visit you alone....
she doesn't know that i went to visit you today.....
when i was standing in front of you......
there was just so much things that i want to tell you!
alone at that place and feel the wind combing through my hair....
tears was just a form of communication with you at that moment....
things that i feel happy about....
things that i feel sad about......
alot of things......
although the journey there was rather tough cause i lost my way and i was taking bus....
and had to da han the burning sun......
was proud of myself that i went this far to see you today.....
i hope you'll be happy up at Home.......
should i thank you?
should i feel happy?
should i say sorry?
i guess i really dono how to reply back to you......
all i want is to hold on to the things that seem like a long wait......
i really din mean to disappoint anyone.....
didn't see;didn't talk;didn't message.......
wondering what have you been doing the whole day......
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
don't really like my today........
woke up from a terrible dream!!!!!!
its kind of a nightmare for me!!.....
i dreamt that i couldn't make it for marketing in TP...
instead,i was posted to TP's hospitality and tourism.....
okay....although i out that as my second choice.....
but i still very much hope that I'll get into my first choice......
and after that scary dream.....
my eyes gave a bad problem!!
had itchy eyes throughout the whole afternoon..!
and i need to fetch my cousins from their school......
plus the wind is SUPER strong....
really hurts man!!!
but luckily after awhile it kind of got back to original.....
thank God!
will dreams really happen???
ARGH!!!!!!
well....Ming stay calm....you'll be fine!!
Peace in my heart;
Joy in my smiles;
Patience in the things I'm holding on to;
Faith in what i believe it's true;
Discipline for the things that I've do;
Hope for the future that You're in control.
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
Finally!!!Finally using my own com to go online and blog...hahahacos my com is fixed!!! =DYEA!!!...today is a Sundaystarted my day off with a really good purpose....hahanormally I'll be late for my prayer meetingsso today,i've decided to wake up early to attend prayer meeting on time!!and cos i've been so so much throughout this whole week.....so yamanaged to reach there before the whole things start so it's good...=)
and today i had a new teacher for Sunday Classthough i don't really know this teacher really wellbut i'm pretty eager to learn more stuff from him bout the WordGREAT!!!dono why but i was really myself think about alot of things!!kind of like challenging myself to think even deeper to whateverthings that i'm hearing from different peoplei think its really good, at least i'm making myself to think and not let my brain die...=)
OH YA!!!!...i think today's worship was really goodnot only the songs and technicallybut i personally could feel the Holy Spirit filling up the entire roomi could feel the presence of God so strong that it reminded me bout a service conducted during an alpha campcould even feel my hands tremblingits just a really super good feeling!!!it feels like i don't even have to tell God what problems i have in my heart and He knows.....really man....He's the only one who knows what i have in my heart....and i think He's the only one who understands entirely....and looking at this photo, really make me feel very fired up to do more for this ministry....being able to see the ministry hand in hand giving praises to our Father.......
it's really Great!
THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!!
walking down by the roadside
feeling the wind brushing through my hair
looking up to the stars above our heads
sitting at bus-stop laughing at people who have funny who jogs funnily
peeling off blister
my feeling=speechless
its wonderful!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yea...using my uncle's lappie again...hahaha
well...today is really a very very boring day!!!
wanted to go out with my cousin and kind of have a 'cousins' outing....
but i guess she was feeling too tired from CCA
and can't go out with me today...
in the end, i decided to go out shopping myself...!
haha...lonely shopping is fun man!!
went to Vivo and walk around...
i almost got missing in that crazily HUGE shopping mall!!
hahaha.....then i went Diaso!!!
went to buy stuff for myself,my room,
my mum,my cousin and my aunt!!
feel so good to buy so many stuff!!heheheh~~~
and then i decided to make a trip to Enya's house
with some girls and have a chill out session!!
am i the bad guy in the situation??
am i really bad??
did i really make it so bad???
when things turn out bad, you wouldn't want to stick it with you...
parents are the most impt part in everything you do and decide....
I'm sorry if i really change.........
hey...I'm really sorry if all my answers are not so satisfying/convincing....
I'm not a person who's good with speech....
but whatever that I've said these past few days....
they're really,honestly from within......
[15/1/2009]
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright...i haven't been blogging for quite a few days cos i just can't seem to get the internet connection going for my com......
now,I'm just using my uncle's lappie and doing this post...
well,i did the submission thingy already!!
i put marketing as my first choice!!!
for those who are shock....
just get use to it......
i guess it'll be totally fine......Lord won't let me die.....
so i guess I'll do fine.....i know I've everyone around me to help me along.....
hahaha.....well,with just one click,my future is almost decided...haha
quite funny but that's how technology grows!!!!
i really do hope I'll get into this course in TP which i think i gonna be REAL FUN!!! =D
okay...well,you must be thinking what i do at home everyday without touching my com!!
well,simple stuff like doing chores for my mum, fetching my cousins from their schools, cooking(yes!i finally cooked a plate of vegetables!), reading the books that i just borrowed from the library, packing the house cos Chinese New Year is approaching.......etc.
haha....yea,I've been doing all these stuff for the past few days!!!
you can find it bored,but i think its a good time to help my mum out.
since I've so much time...i SHOULD help....
so after all,it's not so bored....=)
as for today..........
I've decided to do something....
so I've decided to go over to Enya's place to swim...
well, at least I'm doing something and working out!!
so i don't just stay at home and doing nothing and get fat!!....
hahahaha~~~
thanks for making me feel so good!!
OH OH OH OH!!!!!
you said it ytd night!!!
hahahaha......i did not reply back cos i guess I'm just too happy and stunned at the same time!!!
yup.....so din know how to reply back....yea...=)
Father, I Thank You!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
"PRAISE THE LORD!"
"PRAISE THE LORD!"
"PRAISE THE LORD!"
man!!...all i have to say is just these 3 words!!!
really amazing how God has provided just what i expected!!
was so afraid that I'll get something worse then this....
oh,i've got R4-15 and R5-19......
i'm satisfied with this grade already...=)
PRAISE THE LORD!!!..haha
so next step is to decide where and what course i want to do.....
well....after much consideration.....
i have decided to go TP and pursue marketing.....
hopefully it'll be good.....
a new school,a new environment,a whole new set of friends,new set of teachers.......
hope i can adapt well.....
pray that God will provide me the course that i want to go......=)
well...i guess for now I'll just take one step at a time.....
I'll just see how it goes......
be patient MING!!!.....
it takes your patience to make everything possible!!
i guess I'll leave it all to God since i can't see the future.....=)
though i'm stunned.....
but i'm real glad it's finally said after so many years of waiting....hahaha....
'PRAISE THE LORD!!"
Can I have this dance?
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
okay...today i've got good thing and scary thing to blog about...
well,everyone knows that tml is the RESULTS DAY @ 2pm....
i am very scared............
who knows what i will get......
but i really thank God that He allow me to plan worship today...
the theme really related well for me.......
really match well for how i felt like now......
ytd night i cried after so so long......
well,i was so scared until i cried!!!!
but thankfully i've a God that listen to prayers.....
so i did my QT and it was GREAT!!
today i just realize that i really can't view the whole picture in life and need people along the way to show me.....
was talking to John and Jacob randomly....
was talking to them bout the courses that i wanna go....
there are alot of things that they say was really something new for me.......
the way they view things is never how will look at......
thank God for their advice...yea...
let me see alot of things in a more real life way.......
the good thing that i wanna say is that......
I'M HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!
although results is tml......
i'm glad---- ----- ------ ------- ------ ----- came along the way......
my God is really a God that listens to my prayers for the past years!!
its like crazy when i was told!!
i was really stunned by your randomness....but ya.....
a sudden rush of blood pressure......hahaha.....
tears almost flow man!!...
you never know how i felt inside me man!!
THANKS!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
OH MAN!!!
i have to show you guys something cool bout one of the pictures i took in school!!!
haha...the girl sitting beside me is Santhiya... just look at her face!!!OH MAN!!!!it's so funny!!!I LOVE YOU SANS!!!haha...well...have been traveling to all the poly's for their open houses....learn alot bout all sorts of courses provided in the different polys...and i think TP's business school people are funny man!!there's this guy called Tiara(dono if he's real name is that)....HE'S IS TOTALLY FUNNY!!!i really think he can go be a comedian!!dono why but i just can't wait to step into my poly life!!so many cool stuff happening...so different from Sec school!!but of cause.....its tougher than Sec school.....guess I'll be fine.....RESULTS are coming out in 1 MORE DAY!!HAHAHAHA....just around me!!!ARGH!!!!anxious;nervous;scared;excited;.............every time when my friends talk to me about results.....my heartbeat seems like it skipped one beat!!hahaa......well....like YQ say...it'll be fine!!with God...everything is POSSIBLE!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yeap.....today i met up with Shannon and Genn to visit Mrs Lee....
guess what!!!we talked for 2hrs straight!!!!....
after talking to Mrs Lee,i was feeling even more nervous for my results next week....
she was asking us which path we want to go after taking our results.....
well...i told her that i'll leave my options open and to see my results......
she's really the BEST tutor i ever had!!!
THE BEST!!!!
we talked about many more stuff;just lazy to type them all out here....
i just totally enjoyed the time spent together after so long!!
and oh ya!!!
Ling got her job already!!.....
good for her....
probably me and Jo can get the job at Sentosa......
anw...i'm getting results soon so what i worry the most is my results....
yea.....i'll pray hard!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
was suppose to go out with Shannon and Genn to visit our dear Mrs Lee.....
but in the end we did not cause she wasn't at home.....
so i stayed at home the entire day.........
i think something is really wrong with me.......
i'm having sleeping disorder;eating alot;feeling tired every second;having problem with me right eye............
oh man!!!!!
i really can't stay at home and slack my day away!!!
i really want a job!!
although i never work before, but i really can't take my days to be boring anymore!!!
today, Ling called me halfway to tell me about her dreams.....
she dreamt that she got 21 for L1r5.....
in just a week time, my results will be out.......
it will be good,if not it will be bad.
it will be bad,if not it'll be good.
good,bad.good,bad,good,bad,good................................
dono if my results will be satisfying........
am really scared...........
scared of my results......
scared of the school i'm going...
scared of the people i'm going to meet....
scared of the challenges i'm going to face......
scared of my future.........
but one thing i'm pretty sure.....
i'm sure in this 2009,God will surely bring me thru each and every seasons!!
oh yea...as you know,i stayed at home the whole day...
which means i get to see all my little cousins!!!
man!!!it really seems as though i din see them for years!!
they've grown up so fast!!!
Joy is P3,Eryn is P1 and little Faith is in Nursery......
honestly,i've help my mum to look after them since they are little.....
and i guess we're going to look after another little one......the littlest!!!
haha..,.its their newborn baby sister!!!
SO FUN!!!!!hahaha.....promise I'll take photo of this baby girl and post it here!!haha....
well...yea,time sure pass us fast!!!
i end my secondary school life and Xin Hui is already in Sec2!!!
thank God!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
as i sit in front of the computer......experiencing the cols shivers from the wind....and thinking of what to blog.....think i should let some pictures have their say...
this is Enya enjoying on the ice cream.
Danielle posing happily to the cam!
Me zi lian-ing when they did not notice me...teehee~
this is crystal whom they say look like Garfield!
yea...you've got it!!....
i went out with these three friends today in town!!
OH MAN!!!i tell you, Danielle is super tall.....!
even if i wear high heels, i still can't beat her!!
she's like over-grown for a Singaporean!!
haha....oh wells.....
had a SUPER good time with them today.....
talked about the past when we were in the same class in P school!!
one of them fell into a POOL of CEMENT!!!
no joke...but its really funny man!!
now that everyone's life are headed to different pathway.....
i really do hope at some point of time we would miss the feeling of get together....
~~~~
and i went to All Saints Church today for a service there....
now that i know how to go there by bus, i will definitely go there more often to visit my dad...
well, i guess souls will feel lonely at times too!(teehee!)
i learn somethings really cool and its totally new!!
the pastor who preached today during the service.....
he said that we are all running in a long long marathon....
those who parted us have held on to their faith and returned home.....
and they are the ones who is constantly encouraging us to grab hold onto our faith until the very end....
its really one side of the picture that i've never ever seen or heard before....
i thank God for this lesson learn today!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
BEDTIME STORIES WAS AWESOME MAN!!!!!
had a good laugh...
"And it started raining gun bounds!"~haha...FUNNY STUFFS!!
enjoyed the time today with you guys!!
love ya!!!....*hearts*
tml will be a good day for me too!!
gonna catch up with some good friends in town.....
man...sure miss them big time!!!
gonna talk all sorts of stuff man!!!
hehehe.....
and will be visiting my dad tml!!!......
excited but also a tough thing.....
have to really control my emotions.....
just did my QT just now and i thank God for each and everyone in my family...
for those who passed on....i know they'll be celebrating in a better place then Earth...
yea......today i also went for my church's prayer meeting.....
and my pastor shared with us a list of things to have and not to have.....
one of which is [To listen more and talk less]
probably this is going my AIM for 2009.....
1) to listen clearly to the soft cries to the people around me...
2) to listen clearly to God's voice......
other aims for 2009:
3) make new friends
4) stay healthy and happy
5) try to lose weight by exercising
6) study hard
7) keep steady in my faith
guess there's still many more.....
but i shall not put all here....teehee~~
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
BORED.BOREDOM.BORING.
can't believe this......
its only the first day of the year and im feeling bored....
oh wells....
hmmmm.....lets think back then.....
2008 CNY visit
Prelims
Olevels
Mission trip
Camp Iinc
Christmas
man....so many fun events pass thru this whole year!!!
and just in this one month...
so many things happened!!
grew closer with many people!!
=D.....
GREAT!!!
oh oh...
any jobs anyone??
me need job!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
haha...yea went to the ZOO today!!!hahah...
some pics taken with friends... 
was enjoying myself at East Coast park today.... 
THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!!
haha...the girl sitting beside me is Santhiya...
