alright....i feel so so dump today!!!!
i was suppose to start school at 10am...but i forgot that the 10am's lesson was not on today.....
and so i start school at 1.30pm!!!! and i woke up at 8AM!!!! -_-
oh wells....nvm...anso i decided to come online and maybe do some reading up later since MST is coming....=]
yea....anw...i went to meey ENYA ytd while waiting for my rehersal to start around 5pm...

and hey girl...i'm sure you're not missing out anything.....if you feel that you are, do everything good so it will not be....if you get what i'm trying to say....
and like i always tell myself, "Since i'm in it, i'll give my best shot!"....
you can do it!!! love you!!
and now, let me talk about my rehersal.....
hai....first round of practice wan't what i would say was good.....
however, thank God 2nd round was better...so much better...
i tried to imagine tha audience infront of me....its indeed very scary....
luckily the sptolight was quite blinding so couldn't reaaly see them cleary....(i think...=/)
i'm anxious;i'm nervous;i'm scared;i'm excited;i wanna sing........
*breathe in, breathe out.....*hahhaa
hey, You are not ignored by me.....
and i know You're always there....
even when i standing on the stage, i know You were in the audience seat, watching....
i love You......thank You for this voice You've given me....=]
just by that comment, i know i'm doing all fine...
thank you so so much!!
it really meant alot to me....=) 
imagine that.....;