what if one day everyone around you suddenly don't believe you? they start to blame you for everything you do or say....
even blame you for the things that you did right....
i know you never had trust in me....
fine then.....i've tried, you missed it....
so i'm not gonna say or make any noice anymore....
cos i know no matter how hard i try........
i'll face a cold house everytime.....
i'm just so tired, you know?
i wanna concentrate on my studies....
i don wanna get affected by you......
things thta you say that's sounds right to me....i i'll rmb and do it...
other then that....i'm sorry, it's going in and coming out...
i'm sorry....cos you've never understand my view....
but i still do cherish you....i hope you do....
today, thank you too for listening to all the stuff i said...
good or bad, let's start again and move on....
important thing is that, i've learnt to cherish one person even more....it's you
Lord, i'm sorry. i only can think of the word "sorry" to you...
YOu've called me, but i haven't been doing this job well....
i'm not fit, but You've choosed me....
what should i do now?
"when the sun rises, it rises for you.
Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you.
You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars.
The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form.
Under the mask, your shape is All.
How far can you now feel your Self expand?
To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?...
half way around the globe? "
thank You for Your faithfulness that i've taken it for granted...
