today was great!!
i'm really over the moon!
you know why??
cause today is the first time she praised me for my nice voice...
i've been earning for this assurance from her for so long...
and finally, she said it!
thank You Lord!
i also figured out that i should do my part----listening and do what i'm supposed to do...
be it in school, family etc....
for it's nt by chance that He put all this in my life....
i guess i should really humble myself down before anyone else and Him! 
yea....it's settled....i'll face my life just this way!
yups....
"i'm sorry for not focusing with my whole heart today, Lord.
I'm so sorry!
but i wanna thank You for showing me anwsers even though i din give You all."