thank You for letting me realise that i am not alone going thru stuff....
thank You for letting me lead a worship successfully today...
thank You Lord........
-BUT-
"Don't assume!
Because it'll make an ASS out of you and me."-taken from Jolene
coming back home, feeling tired and worn out, thinking that Care Circle leader's gathering went almost perfectly fine....
thinking that i'm gonna have the perfect bedroom-clean and proper to rest abit....
thinking that i'll have the best shower through out this whole week.....
thinking that mum will talk to me the nicest way ever.....
thinking that went i go online, i'll be greeted by you....
but why does bad things always happen when i see everything oh-so-perfect?
came back home, my room was totally upside-down caus eof my cousins [probably they played in my room]....
had the suckiest shower cause i had to rush through to make it on time to meet you on MSN....
had a small quarrel with mum over the slightest stupid reason which is my contacts.....
had a super big mis-communication with you and just got so hurt over assumptions....
i explained, i apologised, i gave in........
i don't what to do....
what's more.......never wanna talk to me anymore......
that was the biggest hit for this whole day, whole week, whole month, whole life.......
all the more coming from you