had a rehersal for my church concert today...
did not really feel really good at the first part...
but thank God for this bunch of sisters...
which made me not the only one that's tearing, feeling so crapped up and stressed up....
thanks God i have all of you girls to pray together and get back once again!!
THANKS SO MUCH GIRLS!! GO OSTRICH!!!!! <3
anw...did abit of reflection while i walked home today...
i wonder how God will talk to me if He's just infront of me right now.....
i did not study as hard as everyone else.....
i did not do the QT diligently as everyone else....
i did not i did not serve as energised as everyone else.....
i did not do this and that......
how will You rate me God?
just one more week to my Poly's first exam......
deep down, i'm scared...
i'm scared of failure....
i'm scared of falling down even as i make my first step out.....
i really don't know how God....
teach me how, Lord!
and its been long time since then.....
i've not felt for so long!!
pockets of time to have you.....
but patience, patience!!
Lord, keep it intact!!
