i don't know what to blog about today.
i'm just so glad is a brand new day.
a new day for God to strengthen me.
i guess all my energy was all sucked up by the shit that happened past few days.
though problem not yet solved totally.....
i'm glad to say that He's slowly working in me, around me.
decided to leave eariler after church to go home to finish up my work and do dome revision.
and i end up cleaning up my messy room.
threw away things that's left there for so long and unwanted.
and somehow, i ended up mopping the floor!!
at least i finally did my part as a daughter!
after so long...
i think if i was in my mum's shoes, i will be very disappointed with my own daughter cause she did not even help me with the house chores and i'm coping all this shit alone and she's always out there enjoying herself.
sorry. i'm so so sorry.
then i went on doing my work.
very proud of myself today!
managed to finish all my work and even did quite abit of revision!
"GOOD JOB, MING!"
tml's Monday again.
another brand new week.
i really hope and pray that even though so many things happen this entire week...
just hope that this week's gonna be good.
please God! please.....
all the one-word replies.
all the pauses.
all the silence.
was all due to my stupidity!
was all my fault.
i just dono how to move on.
i don't know the words i say and use are right.
i don't wanna be the one inflicting pain again.
i'm so scared!
