sometimes when i on my way to school or just back from school...i'll stone throughout the whole bus ride and think about things that's gonna happen...
remninding myself of what i have to do/study when i reach home...
reminding myself of what things in on which nights...
reminding myself not to forget things that's planned for me throughout the week...
and sometimes i really feel like just digging a hole underground and hide there...
or even just take a plane to somewhere peaceful and quiet to stay away from all this busyness...
and plus the weather is irritaing me cause it's really warm...
and the construction site beside my house is really taking away the slightest peace i have...
and my cousin's cries sometimes take my focus away...
it's so hard.
and after one more week, i'll be having my June holidays...
i am looking forward to it and not looking forward to it...
there'll be many interesting things and events that i am looking forward to it...
tiredness i'm not looking to it...
and plus i've got to mug for my term test which is after holidays...
all i've got to do is to seek His help...
cause i know i can never ever go through all this alone myself!!!
give me strength!
