sometimes things might look so difficult and it seems that there's no way out for you.
somehow there'll be people there to cheer you on and spur you on.
and i'm realy glad to have you girls to be there supporting me on.
through the sharings today, i learn that i'm really not suffering all this sh*t alone.
i realize that my sisters are with me all these while.
THANK YOU LORD.
totally enjoyed myself during CSCC gathering today@ ECP!!
all the songs that we sang together.
all the food that we BBQed together.
all the jokes that we joked about.
are things that made my day a little better!
thanks CSCC!!
but there's one thing i don't understand.
sometimes i just want to put in all my heart but somehow i just made it worst.
i want to make you happy, but i made you upset.
i want to make you feel proud of me, but i made you even more disgrace about me.
i want to assure you about future, but it seems that i totally destroy it in my own hands.
what can i do sew back this hole that i destroy it at my own hands?
what can i do to regain this confidence in this like how it used to be?
my bad for all the waitings....
i'm sorry.
