oh....today was not really a great day for me....
normally i love Sundays....but not for today.....
mum wasn't at home in the morning i woke up......
1)which means she's not attending church and i don't like it.......
2)which also means i have no breakfast if i don't make myself....
i woke up 1hour late......
which means i was late for a short meeting at 9am......
had an apple for my breakfast......
i have no idea why i wasn't really focus in church today......
maybe i'm tired but guess that doesn't fully anwser my question.....
GRRRRRR!!!!
and couldn't concentrate during service and mum was trying to call me back home for some not really improtant stuff.....
well of cause i had to rush back home again.........
today is such a rushy day for me and i hate it!!!!!
school's starting soon,gonna be even harder to fight for my own future......
man!!!!
all your troubles, i now know.
but i dono how to help;
bet you must be blame me today again for not replying;
but i'm having a edgy time and i just feel like shutting myself.
maybe its just cause of me that you're having doubts of me and yourselve.
guess i'm just not good with bringing things out clearly.....so ya.....i dono how....
"Oh God!! teach me to open up. not only to open up, but to daringly and willingly open up my hearts to you and to my friends. Amen."
