he he he.....these are the pics me and Ling took ytd at the Starbucks situated at Bugis.....
it was just a time of relaxation and talks.....
enjoyed the time!!!
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OOOOO!!!!today is the first day of 2009!!!
A BRAND NEW YEAR!!!
haha...really glad to spent my last hour,last minute and last second with my brothers and sisters in Christ.....just spending this time to recap our whole year and giving thanks for everything!!!
its just GREAT!!!
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oh oh.....i shared testimony for my mission trip today....
before going up the stage....i was really scared!!!but thankfully....the whole time up there was memorable!!
although my Chinese is not so good......
i was able to at least say somethings that everyone could understand!!
as i stand on the stage,looking at everyone's faces.....
i was searching for her face.......the face that i really hope i would see....
a drop of disappointment in me.....
really wanted her to hear every amazing things i've learnt during mission trip...
and wanted to show her that i've grown.......but she wasn't in the crowd......
she wasn't......
"nevertheless...i still hope she'll live healthily and happily in the year 2009!!
pray that God can really protect her and even show her the real purpose of attending church....
not to just be a Sunday Christian...but to really feel God's love everyday!!"
~~~~before i forgot!!!!!
i had my last 2008 leaders' retreat today!!!
MAN!!!IT WAS SUPER-DUPER AWESOME!!!
rock on guys!!!!
we played the Luge and the sky ride and the Cine blast.......
it was FUN man!!
the Luge
the sky ride!!
at the end of the day.......
the conclusion was:
w all had fun!!teehee````
*hearts!*
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yea...all along was my fault...
my fault for daoing everyone......
well...i guess its my way..........
i'm sorry.....
if your pissed with me........
sorry again......
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
i hereby declare that
MING HUI NEEDS TO DO MORE EXERCISING!!!
guess its due to the celebrating season...
i ate alot....
and therefore i gain weight!!!!
by 1kg!!!!......
ARGH!!!!!!!!.......
(normal reaction for girls...)
oh man!!!!!.....................
anw....i really did nothing today...
slep until 1pm and sent my 7th aunt and family off...
and continuse doing nothing.....
GOSH!!!!!
just like a lazy ***.....hahaha......
oh wells....
hope tml will be better!!!!
will be buying my shorts with ling tml!!......
=D
"my dear friend......
thank you for being so understanding......
i guess we've grown alot form this incident......
although things may not be what we dream of.....
but at least you're still part of my circle of friends!!!
having you as a friend is really a blessing!!
friend for long!!!"
=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
Oooo.....I'm back here again!!!haha....today started off with a very good verse brought out by David during prayer meeting....Ecclesiastes3:1-8there is a time for everything,and a season for every activity under heaven.a time to born and a time to die.a time to plant and a time to uproot.a time to heal and a time to heal.a time to tear down and a time to build.a time to weep and a time to laugh.a time to mourn and a time to dance.a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them.a time to embrace and a time to refrain.a time to search and a time to give up.a time to keep and a time to throw away.a time to tear and a time to mend.a time to be silent and a time to speak.a time to love and a time to hate.a time for war and a time for peace.when i read finish this verse i was ask to think about my whole year and give thanks in any area....i think these verses really sums up everything that you can and cannot do for a year...its like a instruction list given to you to follow.......for me...there's really alot for me to learn from these verses....example "a time to be silent and a time to speak"....really realize that i'm a very talkative person...talk talk talk non-stop...haha...so guess really have to slow down my speeches and listen to different people's cries....and today we did a thanksgiving thing during service.....so i wrote down these few things that God has brought me through....1) as a fellowship ministry leader2) for my Os3) for my family members4) chances like mission trip for me to learn moremaybe there's more...just that i can't recall......it's countless!!!!and i was really very very happy when Wei Shiang and Chee Keong shared during testimony time...hearing about how they slowly grow spiritually and how they come closer in contact with this God......and how they grow closer to us with chap-teh....=)its really a heart-warming thing........and its INDESCRIBABLE!!!hopefully more and more people will feel this
indescribable&amazing&awesome&wonderful feeling !!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today was like another normal day.....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today is Christmas!!!
firstly...wanna wish everyone out there MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
my day today was awesome!!
i sang during today's Christmas service!!
i hope its good....well...at least i thought was GOOD!!!
the next part of my day was spent in my cousin's house.......
all i can tell you is that i really enjoyed each and every cousins/aunties/uncles there!!
its been a long long long time since i gather with them!!!!
miss them!!!!........
today is my cousin's birthday........
turning 16 today and he is still acting like a small kid....
but its alright....that's what we love about him....hahahh~
"to my dear cousin: i hope you enjoy your birthday this year!! i thank God that He finally cleared away all my personal misunderstandings towards you today!!!continue to shine brightly for Him!!"
went to visit my dad today too!!!..........
it's been about 7years he's away.........
and honestly...i've not been visiting him.......
i feel bad........
and as i stand in front of his ashes...........
there's so many things that i wanna tell him.......
i wanted to tell him about my happiness.....
i wanted to tell him bout my worries......
i wanted to tell him bout my sadness.......
i wanted to tell him that i miss him alot......
i wanted to tell him about the things that i don't know how to solve....
i wanted to embrace into his arms like how i did went i was little.......
but i know i just have to be strong for my mum.......
i know if my tears roll down.....
her's will just fill a bucket......
i have to be there for her....
to at least stand behind her in case she falls anytime.......
which means i really can't afford to do anything to agitate her........
i believe that for every second a person is angry.........
a second is taken away from you for living on this Earth.......
so i don want her to live so soon........
but thankfully she's really living life fully even though the person whom she love the most is not by her side.......
i'm sure she knows that dad is always by our side watching over us!!
and i was thinking about some stuff when i was on my way from my cousin's house.....
i was thinking of me disappointing many people in life.....
why am i not good with words??
why are you so afraid??
why can't you juts face it??
what's wrong with you Ming??
you're really making people hate you!!!
now you at fault....don push the blame to anyone okay.......
you know what!!!!!!!
i really feel like juts packing my luggage and make my way back to my grandma's house.....
when i'm there...i can really silent myself and really listen to what God wants to speck to me.....
what He wants me to do or say.........
here is too noisy..........
i juts can't!!
and i wanna go back to Kampung Jering and attend their prayer meetings at 6am......
miss the heart to heart praying......
oh well........this was how my day went........
TATA!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yea!!today is the eve of Chritsmas!!
time passes so fast!
its one year already!!
and in no time I'll be in poly starting a totally different life.....
abit scared,abit excited though....
there's alot things change for me.....
things that i thought i would by my side forever is gone......
things that i thought can never happen really happen....
how amazing......
oh wells.....
will be going for caroling later........
cant wait!!the mood of Christmas is just OH-SO-GOOD!!
teehee.......
went to watch Twilight.....
apologies to all those Twilight fans......
i really think the movie is only okay.....
not good and not bad.......
some of my friends don't even get the funny parts and even the show......
oh wells...
one things that i can confirm,with Xue Zhen supporting me...
the main guy is quite good looking....
especially when he smile!!hahaha...
man~~~
lastly!!!!!!..........
MERRY CHRISTMAS
TO ALL WHO POP BY MY BLOG!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
feeling abit pissed today..........
went to church to pack some logi and decided to go back home for lunch....
but when i first step into my house.......
the whole house was filled with the smell of my mum's cooking........
its a good thing but it gets abit irritating when the smell is so strong until it fills the entire house.....
okay fine that is of cos not the thing that spike that fire in me.....
that problem is that she was complaining away about the things she have to do and that no one is helping her...
am i not home to help her??
GOSH!!!!~
that really got on my nerves......
is i don wanna help you....
i wouldn't even be back home okay.........
MAN!!!!........
hopefully the movie later will cheer me up abit......
okay la.....honestly speaking...
i'm feeling abit bad cause i've not been home for like the past few days.......
after mission trip i've been going out....
man.........
you think i don wanna be home???
sometimes i really do miss the days where i come home straight away after school....
have my lunch,my shower then slack in front of the TV...
and then do my homework.......haha.....
but now....those days are totally out of my life le...
well....i guess people have to grow up and settle in different places and environment.....
"oh Lord...please tech me to settle down slowly....
and teach to take a step at a time...
i don wanna rush things that i can't control......
and if a really fall.....
plaese send your mighty hand to pull me up and push me on in LIFE...."
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yay!!!Iinc camp 2008 rocks!!
some many wonderful things happen during the whole camp!!!
it was GREAT!!!
and i say it again.........
THE CAMP WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!
my group name was MANSEH!!
and i am a MANSEHIAN!!
man...i miss everyone of you mansehians!!
May
Suzzie
Jessie
Yi Lin
Eileen
Wee Chong
YQ
Shannon
Daniel
hahaha....you guys were wonderful team members!!
love you guys!!
a group of funny peoples!!teehee~
but oh wells......
good things have to end sooner or later...haha......
yup....and that was for the camp......
so many things just have to end so fast!!
the mission trip is one of them......
luckily after mission trip i am still in contact with the youths there.....
thank God there's computers!!
miss alot of people there.....
bao lian aunty
Liu bo bo
Jin Jing
Wei Lun
Lydia
Joshua
Yong Heng
Dong Sheng
Chuan Dao
haha.....now that i think back all the days of mission trip......
i really have to thank God for His providence!!!
each and every event was really successful!
yup......oh wells...
Christmas is coming in just a few days time.........
man!!!
time is really running fast!!
soon....my Os results will be out......
and hopefully i did a satisfying job....=)
haha....yea........
"well...you know that somethings just have to go........
its just hard to put it in words..........
really hard....
it hurts myself cause i've been hurting someone else....
man....i really want to move on.......
lets just be good pals.......
thank you!!"
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today was like no other.....
just normal....nothing much really happen....
actually was suppose to go to a performance tonight......
but in the end couldn't make it cause of my stupid head........
maybe because i was too tired and not enough sleep....
oh wells....but i had a wonderful time of sharing with the people in church.....
as camp draws nearer...the more prepared we must be!
man....really hope this camp will be one that will impact people's lives!
somehow i was feeling rather down today afternoon......
and plus my head was spinning.....
i decided to go to sleep.....
then i decided to use my com.....
and decided to change my blogskin......
man!! i love this new blogskin too!!
somewhat the same as my previous one.....
but its just new stuff.....
just in a very gloomy mood now.....
not really in the mood to go anywhere and say anything.....
probably that's part of the reason why i decided to stay at home.....
i'm unsure; i'm confused; im lost;------------------------
whatever!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
I'M BACK FROM MISSION TRIP!!!
oh man!!!i really can't tell you how much fun i had over there.....
cos it's really unexplainable!!!
each and every event is so good and so successful!!
there's really also lots of things i must give thanks to my Father...
just that i dono which one to start first........
i learn alot of things there from the uncle and aunties there....
they wake wake up early in the morning at 5plus to travel to church to have prayer meeting......
i think is really a way to tell God that they really want to build that relationship with Him...
the people there are really very nice.......
make new friends there....
the youths there are really nice to communicate with.....
they are so so funny!! somehow there are more people there who look more like teddy bears.... hahah..funny but its true!! =)
going there gave me a great push to want to do more for my own church....
really miss the place there!!!
i cried when im leaving that place lor!!!!
hahaha.....if you heard of kampumg spirit......
yea man!! their kampung spirit there is really a very good feeling...
i still rmb on the second last day....
i cycled ard that place...and if i cycle past people i know...
they'll just call my name and say Hi to me......
well....i guess this know of things will nv happen in Spore...
cos the house here are all high rise buildings.......
even if it really happen....
its just different....
oh well....i guess we can all start doing this.......
=).......its really a good experience being there......
things i learn i will share with people..........
and I'll definitely put the things i've learn there to my church...
that's why I'M BACK FOR MORE!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
will be leaving tml for my mission trip.......
left house today without saying bye to her......
so sad..............
and a silent tear drop down....
that lonely feeling....
am glad that i had things to do throughout the whole day..........
kept me busy so that i wont be emo...
well......hope that everything will be fine when i'm in malaysia....
hopefully i wont get any sickness or whatsoever there.....
Ling black out today......
and i saw her lying there on the floor........
was really afraid that her fever will get worse....
so i started praying silently to myself to ask God's healing hands to hold her through....
she must be feeling really lousy......
everything that's planned is gonna start really soon!!!
can't wait for everything to start!!
haha......excited.....
think the trip is gonna be one fun one!!
and really had alot of laughs today...
al thanks to my friends....teehee!!!
MISSION TRIP......HERE I COME!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alright...have been really really busy for the past three days..
have been reaching home at 11pm almost everyday....
really tiring.....and also something happened to me which make me really hard to focus on the stuff im suppose to do.....
maybe it's just me.......
i suddenly feel that sometimes when you tell things that's hidden in you to someone else.....
the response would be different......
your friend will just have a bad impression of you.....
well......it doesn't really matter to me already......
i was really honest le............
things that i had done to inflict anger and pain and disappointments in you.......
i'm really sorry......
it's was a moment of folly!!!
i couldn't resist the stupid temptation that was set for me......
man!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this feeling sucks man!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
well.....Ming....see what you've done.....
and what's more...
nobody understands.......
even if they know.......
bad impressions of you would be craft in their hearts.....
so sad...........
if i know this would happen......
i will really choose not to tell anyone........
would rather keep it to myself and suffer quietly..........
never mind.........
bit my gums ytd again!!!!!
i forced myself to salt on them.......
it was really painful.......
well...that was quite random...hahaha
tml's gonna be another long long day....
really hope i won't tire myself out.....
"Oh Lord....help me to put every distractions when i'm doing your work!"
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
he he he.....these are the pics me and Ling took ytd at the Starbucks situated at Bugis.....
at the end of the day.......
a lake just beside the house so that i can do some fishing and feed my stomach.......
a big grass patch cover with forget-me-not.........
so that when i'm free or troubled.....i can just run aimlessly and feel like a carefree bird....
teach them English so that they'll be able to communicate to other people when they grow up....
yay!!!Iinc camp 2008 rocks!!
I'M BACK FROM MISSION TRIP!!!