YAY!!!its night time again!!
it always feels like i'm traveling into another world....
a world without any things for me to bother..
where everywhere is peaceful and quiet......
no worries......
where the pace is slowed down by 100times.....
teehee......have been pretty busy lately.....
the only time when i can really relax and not think bout anything is the night...
when i would tune into solo piano classics and just calm my mind down....
i guess i would just explode and die without doing these things to 'pamper' my soul....
night time is also a time when i can really pour all the feelings i have in the day all to the Father...
i keep all the emotions to myself in the day cause i don wanna affect anybody...
so i guess the only time when i can really let it go is when i'm walking home alone,showering,when everyone's asleep and when i pray......=)
will be leaving for Malaysia next Wed night for mission trip....
heard from my mum that the dengue fever over quite serious....
hopefully nothing will happen to us when we're there.....
it'll definitely to the first trip to Malaysia trip that's meaningful...
cause the previous times i travel to Malaysia to only to visit my relatives over there.....
so it'll be an unforgettable trip........
had my worship practice just now....
am serving as a drummer for this Sunday's service....
MAN!~!!it's been awhile since i've touch drums!!
haha.....well...i confess its quite rusty and abit cork up here and there....
but its really good to have back the feeling of the role as a drummer again!!
this gift that i never told i would have...
teehee!!!
and thank God man!!!
this week is gonna end very soon!!
enjoyed every part of this week!!
hopefully things that had bothered me during the course of the week can be solved....
i know it will....
"so just stop thinking too much and just move on!!"
=)
man!!!things are really getting abit over-whelming thees few days....
especially ytd night.......
was preparing my logi list for mission trip....
actually nothing much just that feeling abit stressed out....
well....feeling stressed its my character....
and some more we're leaving mission trip next week.....
wells...things should be fine.....
why am i always waiting??
i realize sometimes its just only my one-sided thinking.....
its been so ling.....
should i continue this seems to be forever??
sometimes facts just hurts you so badly that you really feel like just letting it go....
its just questions marks now.......
have no clue what izzit gonna be.....
but something's making me wanna just stay put and wait.....
oh God!!!
please help me!
hello hello again!!
haven't been posting cause i've been busy with mission trip..
preparation all the stuff needed for the trip....
well....can say im excited and scared....
excited cause everything seems fun and going back to my grandma's home town to do God's work for the first time....
scared cause i've never done mission work before.....
honestly...there's so much things going on that i really don want to have other things hindering me.....
okay...not really hindering...but distracting me......
recently have been facing some personal prob that i don even know how to face......
things i want to do/say i can't cause i know it'll cause sadness....
aiya....its just complicated....
oh well......i really have no time for all these....
i really feel like just breaking away from this place and go to somewhere secret where no one else know...
and at that place,i just relax my way there without any problems.....
and when people see me,they'll see my true smiles for 24hr!!...
that'll just be PREFECT!!!
but actually in real life....there's no such thing as putting down every single thing you're doing and just escape to some where.....because its just hard for us.....
well...i know there's one time of the day i think is the closest to my 'dream'...
which is the night...
when my whole family will be sleeping and everything just slow down...
and at that time...I'll be doing my QT.....
everything will be great!!!........
my own SWEET ESCAPE!!
had Madagascar today!!!
it was super funnY!!!
LOVE THE KING!!!!
so dumb!!!
guess what??they say the hippo sound like me!!!
totally stun but after awhile i realize the resemblance!!hahaha.....
oh wells....yes the movie has brighten up day totally!!
also had my worship prac today...
sometimes when you can't meet to your own expectations...
you'll feel down-casted.....
well...that's how im feeling now...
just feel that i din really brought out my theme well...
probably its due to the ancient break which i stop leading worship......
could also due to the lack of confidence in myself.......
oh well...whatever it is...
thank God place Chng's words in my mind..........
he said "our best may not always measure up to the standards of others(for this case, myself.). But God takes our inadequacies and humble efforts and uses them for His glory".
yeap.....so what i took back from this was to humble myself down...
know that i cant do this myself alone.......
and to be still in Him and listen to His voice to guide me along.......
sometimes its really amazing how God suddenly bring in sentences or people like this to cheer up our day and to push us on......
GREAT MAN!!!
its a brand new week again!!!
haha......this week is gonna be really busy for me!!
this is because mission trip is only in two weeks time...
and this week we have to start planning everything.....
well...honestly speaking...i really prefer my life to be busy then to be slacking and allow time just pass me by just like that.........
makes me feels like a log....don't know why.....=D
really can't wait for the mission trip!!!!
haha......=)
anw....will be watching Madagascar 2 with YM........
hopefully everything will turn our well!!!hahaha
heard that the movie is really funny....
hahaha...=)
under the same sky and under the stars.....
WHOOO!!!!!.....had my grad night ytd man!!!
was great man!!!!!
the whole ball room was filled with excitement......
we were all so busy to take photos with each other.....
bet none of the tables finish their food...
except the teacher's tables.....DUH!!
haha....this grad night is really gonna be the most memorable event I'll ever attend!!
man!!!!.....all the stage and blah blah blah!!!~~~......
haha....man!!!the IJ ring looks really beautiful man!!!
everything on that thing represents about some stuff bout IJ!!
will never ever gonna allow myself to misplace that precious ring!!YEAH.....
then went to Enya's house to stay over for the night!!...
ROCKS MAN!!!......
we watch She's The Man...old but funny show....HAHAHAHA!!
then today morning...i went home......
when i reach home...i realize how lonely it feels when none of your family members are around you..........
all i did was to do some chores for my mum,watch tv,listen to the radio.......and stone!!!
GOSH!!!......
really prefer the noisy noisy people in the house!!...
it's so much livelier!!!!!.......HONESTLY MAN!!!.....
although sometimes they might get on your nerves...but its better den silence!!
maybe because of this moody mood i have in the morning.....
cause me to have abit of mood swings in the noon time...
was abit dao and down.....
but lucky my happy mood came back after CG when me and some church friends went to play some kiddy game outside TP library.....
it was some weird toy la...(dono how to describe)....
but indeed...i had fun!!!!!.........
after Os man!!!hahaha~~~
ytd went to river valley to accompany my mum to renew her passport...
GOSH!!!...the waiting time is crazy man!!
we waiting from 10am to 2.30pm to collect the new passport....
haha....lucky i've my book with me so that i can at least read while waiting....
and sadly my phone died on me halfway msging my friend....
it kind of sucks cos I'll just be reading that's all......
but during the waiting time....
i talking hell alot to my mum which is a good thing.....
cos the day before ytd i was bickering with her..
so i guess the talk brought us back again....=)
oh!!!!
tml is my graduation night!!!
the night i've been waiting for a long time!!!
hahahahaha~......
i bought my heels.....
its quite high...its like 9.5cm....
hope tml i won't fall....
that would be the most unglam thing that happen in my life......
and definitely it'll be unforgettable!!....hahaha
and i think im starting to fall in love with Daniel Powter!!
ARGH!!!!his songs are great man!!!
if anyone have his songs.....do send it to me okay!!!hahaha
in 2 more days...I'll get to say BYE BYE to Olevels!!!
let's all go get the party poppers and pop them after 9am next Tuesday!!
tahahaha!!!
so fast man!!!
Os is gonna be over soon and i've found a job to fill up the empty spaces of my holidays....
and sometimes....
things became a history in your life as you move on to the next chapter of your life....
quite saddening but its also some stuffs that i can learn from....
and also when Os end....
its also time for me to do some stuff le!!
busy busy busy!!!
i really hope God will help me through the busy time ahead.......
time for me to catch with people whom i don't really talk to........
to people whom i don't really interact to......
and i really hope everything will turn out fine......=)
Friends!!
in every part of your life......
you'll definitely have some.....
now......i have many friends!!
and when you're about to leave them and move on with life.....
it feels as if you're leaving some1 who's impt to you......
what will happen after grad night??
will we be friends forever??
will we meet often??
will we see each other during graduation??
will we treat each a meal when we get our first pay??
will we travel overseas together to shop??
will we be invited to each of our weddings??
will we be able to see our babies next time??
oh man!!! this sucks man!!
haha....but what the future holds i'll have to leave it aside and celebrate todays!!
hahah........
yeap.....went shopping today!!!
bought my grad night dress already!!
i love it!!!
it's just the shoes now that's missing......
once its all in.....it'll be perfect!!
YAY!!!....
cant wait for that night to arrive!!
however.....feeling abit moody....plus having some hardcore headache!!
i don't like!!
SHOO HEADACHE!! SHOO!!
don't worry!!
I'll treasure your all my life!!
=)
[and I'll definitely keep that yellow pencil for life!!]
alright!!
Chinese is down!!!
which means i only have 1 more paper to go and I'll bid farewell to Mr O!!.....
excited!!!
and i cant wait for tml to arrive!!!
will be going town to go shopping with my friends for grad....
its really fun to be planning which type of dress you want to wear with your friends....
haha....really cant imagine what GREAT things will happen on that WONDERFUL NIGHT!!
then after Os....
there'll be so so so much of things for me to take on.....
mission trip....camp....some worships.......
and i know for sure...they'll be fun stuff!!!
and guess what!!!!
i guess i found a JOB!!!
finally!!!...will be working with Ling....
*hey ling!! thanks for the job info!!*
yea....my first time really working....
wonder how life is gonna be like in the real working world......
tough??---yes,it'll definitely be!
but im sure along the way....
I'll be able to meet and make new friends here and there!!
this totally rocks man!!!
last night as i was flipping through my schedule on the 6th of Aug....
it states that its "20 DAYS TO PRELIMS"........
then as i continue flipping...its says "2 MORE WEEKS TO O LEVELS!!!"
then followed by "1 MORE DAY TO O LEVELS!!!"
and right now...
ITS JUST 1 MORE PAPER TILL O LEVELS OFFICIALLY ENDS!!!
time sure pass fast man!!!
in just a blink of an eye........
yea!!!
don't worry Miss Fun......
I'll be coming soon to fetch you into my life!!!
hahahahahahah~
whoo!!!
its almost over!!!
just 2 more papers and it'll be over!!!
but today's SS paper was quite disappointing for me....
im sick!!!
its sucks!!!
but lucky all my important subjects are over.....
lucky man!!!
so today's paper was rather crapped up.....
was tired....nose was running....head was spinning....under the air-con......
although all the topics i studied came out...
but my flu did not allow me to do it to my best...
sad...but its over...
anw.....on thurs will be going shopping with my friends for grad night dress.....=)
WHOO HOOO!!!!!
and on friday will be shopping again with Xin Hui!!
hope it'll be fun and fruitful...=)
