haha....its been so so long since i've post le!!
haha......scholl life started for everyone and me...yup....
1st week of school and im feeling stress....
gosh.....i really feel lyk i cant hold on to it any longer.....
okay.....but ya...i guess i'll still make it thru somehow....=)
anw...keeping a promise is very very hard.....
and for me....i'm not those kindof keep promises very well......
but this time round...rest assure...my promise i've made with you......
it's not easy for me to break it...because its somthing i think its God-given...
so i won't give up so easily...
finally today is sat!!!!
have been waiting for this day for very long since Mon!!!haha....
ya ya!!
anw....will stop here...
!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
alrite....this is serious!!!
118days till Olevels beings!!!
haha..this is really crappy man!!
really very scared of the results day!!
im scared that when i get my results i have have tears of saddness and daisappointment flowing down....
oh my gosh!!!
this exam is really very freaky man!!!
anw..toady is the 1st day of school again.....
ya...its a great day...
but still quite tiring la...
okay...a new decision i've made today.....
I'VE DECIDED TO GO ON A HEALTHY DIET!!
YAY!!
i guess i'll be fine!!
haha..
just saty happy everyday!!
haha
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
yay!!im baack to posting things in my blog again!!
yay!!toady is a very happy and satisfied day for me!!
many BIG events pass me by today...though its really like my first time doing it....
i'm reali proud of myself and want to thank alot of peopl for helping me through...!!
firstly, i lead worship today!!!i feel realli great!!
at first i was reali very nervous...so nervous that i had a tummy ache!!
hahahaha~~..was quite funny though....
yup....but as the worship go on...i felt realli comfortable and was able to say and do what i wanted to do and wanted to bring out!!!YAY!!!!
i thought i would be so afraid until i'll stumble over my words and that i'll just stun there...yup
after the whole thing..i stand at the back feeling GREAT!!!!
the feeling of you something good and its your first....
it's really INDESCRIBABLE!! I was SPEECHLESS!!!
feel really happy!!!
after so long....i finally took up this role and ya!!!
it's just so wonderful!!!
OF CAUSE!!!!
i might forget to thank some people......but i would NEVER EVER forget to thank the One who chose me to take up this role.......!!
it is He who gave me the support when i really felt that i was not up to it!!
really thank You!!! =D
everything's so beautiful!!!
i guess you would have read me previous post right?
was feeling super emo and stuff la.....
actually was facing some tough problem and i had to made some very difficult decisions which i really have no idea how..ya..
but guess what..it is He again who gave me the courage to say whatever i think is right in my eyes, in other people's eyes and definitly right is His eyes!!!
i think sometimes taking a TIME OUT is good beacuse this can help us to walk further!!!
its really true......
i guess and hope that everything is not over......
i guess TIME will really prove other people that this is something good!!!
although i do not what what is His final plan...
but i do know that if i have Faith in Him and pray......
i really think everything will turn out well!!!
even if the final plan is not what we want...
i guess it's still something we've to obey and trust that there'll be a better plan for us!!
yea!!!i feel really good today!!!yay!!
tml will be the first day of school after so long!!haha
although it's i think it's gonna be even madder i can imagine.....
i really look forward to it.....
because i know that it is through all these difficult times when i can really go back to Him to seek help and just depend on Him entirely!!!haha.....
had exco meetin today....suddenly feel really excited for eveything that YM's gonna do in the few months before 2008 ends......
suddenly feel the burden to want to do more and feel that everyone's trying their best to bring thi YM up!!!yay!!!
i really do hope that school's work/stress would not be so big a hindrance that it will stop me from feeling so burnt up for ministry and for everything in my LIFE!!!
YAY!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
for this post i really don what should i post.....
there's just too many things happen at one go....
just in one day...so many things can happen....
why must i being placed in this situation where i feel helpless...
i know i've to obey the rules that the Word writes....
but at the same time i don feel like.....
its so difficult....
i feel like just givning up everything and just fly to Mars and live alone myself...
would rather have a problem-free life then having to care bout so much things...
probably i just do the wrong things tooo many times....
i think i've hurt a person too many times in my life already...
that particular person whom i love dearly place so much hope in me...
and believed me so much....
but i did so many things that hurt that person's heaRT...
im kindof confused...
why am i always in this kindof situation....
i feel like im stuck in an island myself...dono what is the next thing i should do....
i feel alone...i feel helpless...haha
i feel bad....i feel disappointed towards myself.......
haha...sounds funny though....
i really feel i should do the things that the person is asking me to do....
but.....but i jus cant bring myself to do it.....
ARGH!!!!!
i feel like doing to Ireland...
that place is full of large mountains, big patches of grass, many wild pretty flowers...
feel like just going there and shout at the top of my voice....
i want to live there for the rest of my life.....(although there's no TV there...)
so peaceful and calm...
this world that i live in is just too complicated....
so complicated that sometimes you'll do things that is wrong and might hurt people badly....
i want to live a simple life....simple and peaceful.....
actually this problem is very simple...but that person thinks too complicatedly.....
but nonetheless....it's still my job to listen and obey....
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
TGWIO!!!!!
guess wad that means.
haha..it means 'Thank God Wed Is Over'!!!
actually it is suppose to be 'Thank God Its Friday'..but i guess i just wanted wed to be over ASAP!!! that's because today was a busy day for me...
had english lesson early in the morning...den flowed by my choir farewell...den i had tuition!!
super tired at the end of the day!!!
but i must say that today is very memoriable!!!
that is because i had my choir farewell!!!
i really must say i will miss choir after when i leave this choir!!
al the memories i had and how i mature from this CCA!!!
CHOIR!!!I"LL MISS YOU!!!!!
today my sunday school had a outing at 5pm.....
i was not able to go because of my tuition!!!
gosh!! i miss out the fun again.....
i'm really sorry that i cant make it people!!
i do hope your enjoy the movie!!!
in three days time.....school is reopening!!
when school reopens, we have to start the BATTLE again!!
i guess the June holidays was just like a short 5 MINUTES break!!
it's just not enough for me...
i hear from everyone else that when school reopens, its gonna be MADNESS!!!
OH NO!!!!
i'm quite scared you know...haha....
well...i really hope i'll do well!!
i guess everything will be fine!!
=)
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
hey...todday is a bad day.......
why won't she understand me better??why??
why does she always think i am bad??
am i really that bad??
am i really wad she think i am??
am i really bad just because i am cold to her???
why?
why?
why?
why cant i treat her like how she want me to??
i thought i am doing a godd job......
but why???
why doesn't she care???
why is she complaining about everything i do??
ARGH!!!!
i hate it!!!HONESTLY!!!
why must it turn out so badly??
am i really a bad girl??
im really trying to do well in every part of my life....
trying my best to do well in my studies,as everything!!!
why?????
i cry alone in the dark....does she know??
when will this ecer end???
what if one day she's gone??
although i know im doing a bad job in her eyes....but i still do love her alot!!!
why don't she get it???
why?why?why?
ARH!!!!
does it take time to heal this wound??
why is she compairing me to all my cousins??
i know they're good and whatsoever....
but i have my own good points too!!
im not a peice of scum living in this world okay!!!
this is really affecting me!!!
i don wan it like that!!!
ARGH!!!!
i really really hope i can step into a time machine to travel back in time to 1994!!
when im 2yrs old...everything looks perfect.....
when all my family members are still around....
where my life looks so sweet.......
how can i get back in time??
i really want!!!
but i know in real life there's nothing like this...
i guess i jus have to clear up this mess myself...........
OH SO ALONE!!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
hey guys!!!good news!!!
I FOUND MY PHONE BACK LE!!YAY!!
rejoice in the Lord always...la la la la la la~~~
haha.....
u want to how i found it???haha
well...ytd...as u all know...i search high and low for my precious phone....
but actually my phone slid through the hole of the sofa in clubhouse!!!
all thanks to ling's sensitive ears!!!she was the one who heard the vibration!!
now i can conclude tt ling not only can scream well......she can also detect vibrations well!!
yay!!!2 in 1!!haha
GREAT!!!!!!!
lucky i haven't tell my mum....if not i would have get the scolding from her le...he he he...
but still...i reali wanna thank God for finding my phone for me!!!
okay....other then the joy of finding my phone back....
i kindof screw up the SIM card of the person who lend me her phone!!
CRAP!!!im so blur nowadays...dono why...hai...
how???how am i gonna tel her??
very scared tt she scold me...because afterall...its her phone and her SIM card...
=(..........how i hope the SIM card will jus suddenly work again itself....
but its very unlikely....STUPID ME!!!!
well i reali hope that everything will turn out well....
and im also very excited for my worship thia coming Sunday....
its not inly the 'first time leading worship' syndrome....but its also the happiness man!!!
finally its my turn....never dream tt it'll taking up this impt role!!!
last time when im in sec1 or 2....its always my dream and wish to step up there to lead the people......but now...its not a dream anymore.....God made it real!!!
so real that i cant believe it!!haha...
but im still glad!!!
i reali do hope that everything will flow smoothly!!!
really want to do a good job for my Father!!!=)
yup...and guess wad....the stomachache tt i had ytd....
it continued on untill today...non stop!!!
how??
and does anyone out there know how does stomach flu feels lyk??
if u do....please tag on my shout outs okay!!!
need to confirm....
very scared i have.....
hai......and sch is gonna start in a few days time.....
well...all in all....i can conclude hat my day was more of being happy!!!
YAY!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
hey yo!!haha.....
today is a wierd day.....
let me tell you all bout it!!hehe..
1stly in the morning...i had tummy ache....its quite a weird one cos it feels weird....
den this tummy ache continued for lyk the whole day.....
haha.....after lunch...because i ate KFC for lunch......
my tummy ache went even worse....
went to the toliet for lyk 3 times while slaking in my church...haha
and because of me going to the tolie an dstaying in there for quite long...
i decided to bring my phone an dmy storybook in and enjoy...haha
okay.....when Mother Nature's call was over......i wash my hands(obviously!!)...and went up to clubhouse.....
after that....i had a very short meeting wif Shaun for my worshio this coming Sun...
yup......
but when my meeting was over...i tried to find my baby phone.....
and normally if i say i dono where i put my phi=one..
it'll always somehow wned up in my own bag.....
but sadly...this time round...my phnoe was nowhere to be found...
me and some of my church friends search for my phone high and low...
calling my pahone for many times....
still...i cant find my PHONE!!!
hai....was feeling sad though....=(
afterall.....ITS MY PHONE!!
(xinhui..if you're reading this post...pls don tell my mum...
i'll tell her myself...tanx...)
okay....i guess i jus have to hope tt some1 knid would take my phone and return it to me....
ya.....
wad's worst is tt i still have to contact many pple!!
and im PHONELESS!!!
haha....
but luckily....this very nice person lend me her phone...
really feel very very happy!!
is lyk when i really need a phone and dono where to find 1.....
she lend me!!yay!!
THANK GOD!!!=)
haven;t tell my mum tt i lost my phone...
i can imagine the scolding tt i'll get from her man!!
come to think of it...
this is actually my 1st time losing my phone...so saddening.....
anw.....i've got something to say......
to be ACCEPTED,HAPPY,SECURED etc is GREAT!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
HA!!...a wonderful day today......it was my senior's wddeing today....
WHAO...she looked great today!!
haha....was feeling quite lousy today.....dono why...
jus got very affected with some stuff...haha....why is the whole world focusing so much on the outward look??
i mean the media plays a big role in this outward image thingy...
evn in the past its also bout the outward look that the girls can get married....went to the library and i borrowed this book called 'Snow Flower and the Sunset Fan'it is actually bout this youg girl living in China..
.and as we all know...in the past...
China have this tradition that all girls HAVE TO bind their feet in order to get married off to a guy....
its reali sad to see all these girls suffering in pain so to get married to a proper guy....
and the worst is tt they have to obey to their own family members and also their in-laws...and can u imagine....
wad if their husband's family members are very cruel to them....they'll have to suffer even more and bearing the pain from the binding....
POOR GIRLS.......
thank God im born at this present world....
not to have a tradition of binding my feet!!!
PHEW!!!!
but still...nowadys...every girl definitely will somehow in their lives tihink of dieting....
just to get the figure they want.......
sometimes it gets so bad that some girls fall sick....hai......
i jus don't agree wif wad the world's mindset now....
we all have a inner self.....
and its beautiful!!!(i guess....)
jus that everybody+media etc is slowly changing the mindset of BEAUTY.....
for me inner beauty is more wonderful then the outward beauty.....
so i'll end by how i'll label the world now......
A WORLD GONE WRONG!!!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
let's see...today is a BORING day.....haha.....
i stayed at home today the whole day...except in the afternoon...brought Joy and Eryn to the library to return my books and borrow more books to fill up my boring days...haha..=)
oh no...i only left wif 1wk and 3days till sch reopen again!!hai.....
well..every1 says that July is gonna be a MAD month...and then the following months would be torturous!!!haha.....quite scared......
why must OLEVELS be so irritating??
just don lyk the feeling of Olevels....
okay...stop it MingHui!!stop complaining..haha.....
okay....im feeling bored.....having choir tml....haha....
for now...im going..hehe....
thanks for reading!!!+)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
"You've failed many times,although you may not remember.
You fell down the first time you tried to walk.
You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim,didn't you?
Did you hit the ball the first time you swung a bat?
Heavy hitters,the ones who hit the most home runs,also strike out a lot.
R.H. Macy failed seven times before his store in New York caught on.
English novelist John Creasy got 753 rejection slips before hr published 564 books.
Babe Ruth struck out 1330 times,but he also hit 714home runs.
Don't worry about failures!
Worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try."
taken from Wall Street Journal.
today was hust flipping through some of my old storybooks because i was bored of doing my school holiday homework....haha....found a book called 'Chicken Soup For The Souls'.
its a great book!!!and the above passage is taken from the book itself.....
well the reason why i put this here is because firstly,i can always remind myself not to be afraid of failing whenever i read this post....and secondly,i hope to share wif all you friends reading it!!haha......
you...today is the first day of CAC camp!!!
well i was ot able to attend the camp because my mum insist tt i should stay home and finish up al homework and do my revisions....well i know she cares for me and she wants me to do well.....
but this camp is not a normal YM's camp..its CAC camp....
haha...but no point complaining here...it has already started...bet the pple who went for the camp is gonna have a lot of fun!!!
hmmmm....today i really stayed at home the whole day!!!SURPRISINGLY!!!
finally i didn't miss any of my meals!!hehehe......(its because i will at least miss 1 meals everyday...which is bad....)
toady,my grandma went back to her home town already......
sometimes i reali think my grandma is some Super Grandma!!
why is that so?it is because she is roughly 86 this yr...and she does not have any serious sicknes eg: heart problems ect.....
even if she have,its jus abit if diabetes tt's all....
haha.....it'll be great if my grandma is still ard when i having my own kids!!tt'll be SUPER COOL!!!...hehe
i think the past few weeks i've been complaining and grumbling bout the stress of life and bout sch work,tuitions ect.....
i think if 1 person keeps on thinking bout how heavy is your own burden.....and not realising that all these burdens can be exchanged for Lessons in life...tt person will go bongus one fine day....
haha...Thank God for the book tt's hidden in my cupboard for so many years...
i've finally accept this life tt i have and moving on...YAY!!haha
and to all those taking Olevels this year....
WE ARE ONLY LEFT WITH BOUT 20 MORE WEEKS TO MUG!!!HAHA....
LET'S DEFEAT THIS EVILL 'OLEVEL' MONSTER TOGETHER!!
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHA
HAHA
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
anw....took this photo...was tryiny to do my art...but in the end i end up taking photo of these three little pigs....aren't they all so adorable??bet all fo ur are jealous rite...haha.....kiddin....but on the other hand..they can be quite naughty at times...but wad to do...they're kids afterall...=)
anw...my day today was actuall quite alrite....had choir meeting early in the morning....wasted alot of time cause most of us are late....and in the end i had to take a quick shot and rush off for tuition after tt...ya...but it din reali affect my mood...which is one thing tt i've to thank God man!!haha....
yup and after tuition....met up wif my fren.....we sat down and jus merely wastin our time of...but we did enjoy each other's company though.....GREAT!!!
when i reach home.....i din feel reali hungry so i ate only a little......
yup....after dinner...felt reali bored....so i suggested bring the kids down to the playground...
my mum agreed on letting me bring them down(which i think she neede a break-hidden agenda!!)haha.....ya...anw...i brought them down...had a whole lot of fun!!!
then i actually saw a very fren of mine whom i actually lost touch wif due to some problems...
was reali very happy to use tt short time to actually catch up wif her in life...felt reali happy tt she's finally back on track and reali hardworking!!!...THANK GOD!!.....
ya....but 1 sad thing is tt.....my grandmother is going back to her house in malaysia tml le.....
although i give a 'cant be bothered' look....but actually...i will and i do miss her alot if she leaves....
my mum and my aunties ahve actually asked her to stay in Singapore...but she insist on going back to malaysia....i dono why...perharps she feel more comfortable staying there and lead i simple,peaceful life den stayin in Singapore and lead a stressfull,difficult life......
sometimes...especially now when Olevels is nearing....i reali wish tt i could escape to my grandma's house and lead a peaceful life....everyday jus cycle ard to my frens/relatives houses to tok crap and jus spend my life away...haha..tt'll be great!!
haha...but i know tt i still have to face the fact!!haha....
oh well....that's life......cant help it...=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
few years back some1 shared with me that being a christian is not easy.....and she also said that i must always build the strong foundation throught the Word.....
at tt time,i do not know wad is the reali meaning...and i thought the this difficultly is still far from where i am now.....
but now..i jus realize the reali meaning of wad she was trying to say......
nowadays,as technologies advance and my studies becoming a chore...all these r the things tt reali put me down.......now i reali feel reali very difficult keep wif God's word......
well...i guess i am feeling stress now....for me personally...i hate to feel stress!!!
its reali just not me for feeling stress!!but everybody in any part of their lives will definitely feel moody,feel stress and do the wrong things......
well...i guess im thankful for every1 ard me.....even though when those bad moods climb up to me....you guys are always there supporting me....
YES!!EVERYONE OF YOU!!!
im sry if nowadays i get moody or my moods infected your....
i reali try my best to drive tt stress away....it takes time.......
jus bout 2 more wks till school reopens again....
what will happen to me??
will i get smarter??
will i get too stress untill i get sick??
haha...sounds funny but who knows man.......
July is gonna be a MAD month......
a month to reali chiong all the way....its also a month to depend on God's strength
i reali reali pray tt i'll stand strong.....
honestly...i'm very very very very scared................=(
well i guess for now....i jus have to control my emotions and let everything go smoothly
PLEASE GOD...I DON LIKE TO BE A EMO GIRL!!!
HOLD ME TIGHT!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
today is sat!!
yup...as wad my previous post said....im had tuition early in the morning!!
den at 11am...i've to rush for my worship....and my worship prac starts at 11am!!
haha...which is super high!!hehe.....
and the worst things was tt the bus actually took 20min to come...(normally it take 10mins to arrive........)...and also,had traffic juam along the way!!!
HIGH!!!was praying hard tt the bus can come soon and reach tp soon!!
wad an unlucky day man!!!
hai......i jus hate to rush frm this place to that place.....
it gives no time to rest....MENTAL rest......
so tt explains why when i reach church...my mind,body all not working!!
haha...was quite funny though....=)
but luckily worship prac went very smoothly...not much of mistakes...ya....
was quite happy...=).......
but after worship prac...was feeling really tired...maybe because i slept at 2am and woke up at 8am and also had no mental rest....so slept in clubhouse...yea....
wad happened later is the scary part......
this is how it all happened......
characters: G,L and B
i was slping reali comfortably...then G started crying....i ask G wad happened...but G told me tt its fine and ask me nt to worry.....
den i thought to myself,"maybe she's jus too stress....maybe it'll be good to leave her alone..."...
so i jus left her alone......
suddenly....B walked into the room looking super pissed off......
and kindof scolding/questioning/asking G why didn't reply .......
den G looked reali sad....and L sitting beside me was also invlove in this scolding frm B...
i reali do not know wad is happening.....reali wanted to say sometin..but im scared tt i'll say more stuffs whuch will add oil to the fire...ya......so i jus kept quiet....
i jus don understand y B is scoling them when they're realli trying their best to improve everytin tt they're doing.....
i reali can tel tt every1's trying their best best to improve the situation....
maybe sometimes we should all jus take a step back to see if we're scolding/doing correctly....
i think tt's reali impt......
after tt scolding...it reali saddened me and reali affected me alot.....
in the end i end up nt having any appetite for lunch which cause me to have gastric in the late afternoon....
oh well...i reali hope that this scolding would not affect the relationship between them....
and honestly,i feel that if we all want to improve the current stuff.....
we should all learn how to tolerate each other's nonsense and also to understand tt some of us r stil young and have nt much experience...so definitely we'll do stupid stuff.....
oh well oh well......
i guess they would have to settle this dispute amongst themselves.....
Prayer would be very helpful for all of them now....
all in all..my day was upsidedown...haha
but i know tt tml will be a better day!!!
YAY!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
halo!!today ther's alot of things happening!!
tell u sommething...i actually had a 'TUITION MARATHON' today!!it was crazy man!!
its lyk 1 tuition after anyother....by the end of tis whole tuition marathon....i was DEAD tired....
haha...
anw...today is my mum's birthday!!!its been 15++years tt she's been looking after me!!
haha...kindof fast but all i know is tt she the GREATEST mum ever!!hehe....
haha....now tt im fine...looking nice...i thank God for her!!yay!!
and now....the reason i put my title as the holidays gone wrong...is beacuse....
all my days of my holiday is packed wif activities!!
jus want more time to spend wif myself and abit more on my studies....
tuitions jus come contiune to pile up higher and higher!!
argh!!!!reali cant wait the the long holiday during Nov!!!
im gonna play lyk i've played before!!!
I'LL GO MAD!!!I DON'T CARE!!
heheh.....
haha....as 1 of my previous post...i was talking bout how big i've grown and all the responsibilities i've to take up........
well in two weeks time.....im gonna serve as a worship leader all by myself this time round!!
kindof scary...but i guess everything wiil turn out fine wif His guidance....
although i only lyk started planning it lyk today...i have faith tt everything will turn out to be beautiful!!haha.....
haha...guess wad...imgonna have another tuition at 9am tml!!
tuition is lyk part of me le!!
reai sometimes i wan2 break free frm all these clutches of TUITIONS!!!
hai...who ask me....take my lower sec life for granted...don study hard to lay good foundation...
wadeva....i don care...!!!
Olevels!!!you're not gonna defeat me tt easily u know!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!~!!~!~!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
oh great!!haha...today i had FUN!!!YAY!!!
Narnia-Prince Caspian was great!!!its the best!!
haha....after the movie....something happen.....bout the dream i had afew days ago...
i told it out......i cried...because i was scared to tell.....i was so scared tt everytin would come to an end!!!really!!
i was scared!!!den it came the best part......everything jus falls in place........
im glad God gave me this courage to spill it out!!!
haha....today is a happy day!!!
~la la la la la la la la la la la la la~
anw.......tml will be a sucky day!!!!
really sucky!!!its pissing me off!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!
i have lyk two tuition tml....and worst of all...tml is my mum's birthday!!!
i reali jus wan2 stay at home...be a good daughter to celebrate her birthday with her....
ARGH!!!!i hate tuitions!!!!i reali hate it......................!!!
GOSH!!!its reali killing me out!!!!
wad a stupid day to have tuition tml!!!!!!
actually tml i only have 1 tuition.....but its so irritatin when some1 inform u bout the timing of tuition jus the day before....its reali sucky!!!and it piss me off!!!!
the thought of it jus makes me wan2 runaway to Kelong!!!(if u dono.....that's a very nice,beautiful,calm place!!!!)
hai.........wad luckily i have today......
i'll jus let tml worry for itself....=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
halo halo!!!haha...another normal day...
jus that today i feel more organized..haha.....
it feels good to be a good student.......
wad happen was that i did my holiday hw the whole morning from 9am all the way to 1pm!!
WOO HOO!!!haha.....well...normally i'll wake up at 12pm and jus slack ard my cosy room.....(which is super bad!)
all i want to do now is to try to finish up all my holiday hw!!
ESPSCIALLY my art!!it's a very time consuming subject!!and i haven't even finish 4 boards which is super slow!!!and i'm hoping to finish this whole prep work by the end of the holidays...which means i have ONLY 2weeks++ left to complete!!
argh!!!!
CRAZY ART!!!!!!MADDNESS!!!!
for now everything's well and fine!!!
and im happy...
THAT THE MOST IMPORTANT FACTOR!!!=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
great!!i love this photo!!always lighting up my day!!cool man!!
had a normal day today...had choir prac then went for tuition...was very tired...but its was okay la...luckily today not much thoughts in my mind!!!hehehe....
anw this little cute girl is my little cousin named Faith!!wad a sweet girl man!!she have 2 other sisters both named Joy and Eryn...all of them have super louud voices...but its very fun to play with them....especially when your down....they'll always be ther making u LAUGH OUT LOUD!!hahahahhahaha....
ytd was 1 of my fren's birthday...and today was jus talikng a my fren..jus merely talking bout life!!haiiiiiii........jus realize how much i've grown....imagine me being lyk Faith...so happy/bumpy/lively.....and then i went on to pri sch....learning even more things den before...become cleverier both in studies and in life....but this is not enough.....
so then i went on to sec sch.....i learn even more!!!....more then i've expected...sometimes tins i learn might not even neen shown to me...and some things its too much for me to learn....and i get to have a peek of what the REAL world is all about.....its looks reali scary though!!haha...sometimes i am very scared to face it...but many of my frens ard me are encouraging me....and i also learn that i've a friend who nv leave me....even when i face the greatest setback....He'll stil be there for me..!!!this is the greatest thing tt i 've learn in my whole life until now...hehe...and im glad....
another thing tt i learn is to be content with wad i have.....from my toes to y head....all that i'm givin and have.....jus be happy with it!!there are new responsibilities for me to take on...new roles to take on....but i'm glad to have all these things and pple in my life!!
sometimes....i tink its reali impt to take a step back frm all these stress and laugh and play along with the little kids ard us.....sometimes they can reali be a STRESS-RELIEVE!!!
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
hello!!!today have no sch....super slack...
but these few days have been struggling to fight wif all the thoughts frm almost everytin!!
man...this is so scary!!
1st thought: same old thought...always about Olevel...whether i can succeed or not...
reali sometimes wan2 stop myself frm thinking of all these thoughts...but i jus cant help it man!!!
she is always so worried...thru her worriedness...it made me more scared...
and on top of that...she use my cousin to compare.....
izzit reali true tt if 1 person nv succeed will nv succeed???
i know the ans...its jus too difficult to convince myself......
2nd thought: can dreams really happen??will they reali come true??
wad if it reali come true??
these nights have been dreaming of the zookeeper....but y??
why??im confuse....
i have wad i need and i am content wif a cow!!
that's all i need.....seriously!!
3rd thought: why does some of the people think tt i'll feel alrite when they don tell/inform me stuffs??why??
they think tt i always look happy....agreeing to all the dicussions means im fine wif everytin...
they did not inform me wad time im i suppose meet them...
in the end...i don feel lyk going...so i din turn...
this sucks i know.....but i don wanna look lyk a loser infront of them....
i hate being left out...i always lyk to be surrounded by many people...by noise!!!
oh well.....
wad can i do??
aiya....actuallt there's many more thoughts la...jus cant rmb all of them now...yaya..
haha
for now....its a bye!!
=)
when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
anw....took this photo...was tryiny to do my art...but in the end i end up taking photo of these three little pigs....aren't they all so adorable??bet all fo ur are jealous rite...haha.....kiddin....