went out with my cousins and aunties and uncles.... did shopping with them....=) haha....another family gathering you can say... my 9thuncle and cousin will be arriving Singapore soon from LA...... man!!miss them so much... although i don't really communicate with them..... but this is still this same blood that flows in us....
was watching xiao niang re today... looking at her life and my life........ man....she's so much poor thing then me..... and she's is not letting her life take over her.... instead she's trying her bast to live the life that she wants... i dono what i'm trying to say......... but just to say that her spirit of persistence is really something that everyone can learn from...
although today i went out the whole day........ was feeling abit blue on the inside....... i really really wish to run away from this mess that i've created... i want to juts leave this place to go somewhere else to live..... ALONE.........
a small cottage where i don have to clean so much...a lake just beside the house so that i can do some fishing and feed my stomach.......a big grass patch cover with forget-me-not.........so that when i'm free or troubled.....i can just run aimlessly and feel like a carefree bird.... with a small church nearby so that i don have to travel that far.... and inside that church,i hope the aunties and uncles there are nice... the teens there would be welcoming.... the kids there will be fun to play with..... and what will be my career there? hmmm...i want to teach the kids there.....teach them English so that they'll be able to communicate to other people when they grow up.... teach them math so that they can count etc etc..... and then i want to adopt four of them and continue living rest of my life with only these four kids.... love is just too complicating already....... easy to get in.......hard to leave...... I'd be content with only God's love and its enough.... life like that is enough for me...... i guess.........
well.....if i really have the chance to have that kind of life...... first i would give thanks.....hahah~ but its quite hard i know........ for now....I'll just live my life happily day by day.......
when you're striving for the up slope, remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
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My name is MINGHUI!
Though i look like a Malay or anything, I am a PURE chinese!!=D
LOVE: God, family, Kai, SPASTIC, YM, singing, reading/watching NICOLAS SPARKS, doing nothing and listening to songs;
Current;y studying in Singapore Poly & going into my 2nd year!
Just wanna live life as simple as it can and to the fullest!
yea! =]
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