today is Christmas!!! firstly...wanna wish everyone out there MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! my day today was awesome!! i sang during today's Christmas service!! i hope its good....well...at least i thought was GOOD!!! the next part of my day was spent in my cousin's house....... all i can tell you is that i really enjoyed each and every cousins/aunties/uncles there!! its been a long long long time since i gather with them!!!! miss them!!!!........ today is my cousin's birthday........ turning 16 today and he is still acting like a small kid.... but its alright....that's what we love about him....hahahh~
"to my dear cousin: i hope you enjoy your birthday this year!! i thank God that He finally cleared away all my personal misunderstandings towards you today!!!continue to shine brightly for Him!!"
went to visit my dad today too!!!.......... it's been about 7years he's away......... and honestly...i've not been visiting him....... i feel bad........ and as i stand in front of his ashes........... there's so many things that i wanna tell him....... i wanted to tell him about my happiness..... i wanted to tell him bout my worries...... i wanted to tell him bout my sadness....... i wanted to tell him that i miss him alot...... i wanted to tell him about the things that i don't know how to solve.... i wanted to embrace into his arms like how i did went i was little....... but i know i just have to be strong for my mum....... i know if my tears roll down..... her's will just fill a bucket...... i have to be there for her.... to at least stand behind her in case she falls anytime....... which means i really can't afford to do anything to agitate her........ i believe that for every second a person is angry......... a second is taken away from you for living on this Earth....... so i don want her to live so soon........ but thankfully she's really living life fully even though the person whom she love the most is not by her side....... i'm sure she knows that dad is always by our side watching over us!!
and i was thinking about some stuff when i was on my way from my cousin's house..... i was thinking of me disappointing many people in life..... why am i not good with words?? why are you so afraid?? why can't you juts face it?? what's wrong with you Ming?? you're really making people hate you!!! now you at fault....don push the blame to anyone okay.......
you know what!!!!!!! i really feel like juts packing my luggage and make my way back to my grandma's house..... when i'm there...i can really silent myself and really listen to what God wants to speck to me..... what He wants me to do or say......... here is too noisy.......... i juts can't!! and i wanna go back toKampung Jering and attend their prayer meetings at 6am...... miss the heart to heart praying...... oh well........this was how my day went........ TATA!!!
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My name is MINGHUI!
Though i look like a Malay or anything, I am a PURE chinese!!=D
LOVE: God, family, Kai, SPASTIC, YM, singing, reading/watching NICOLAS SPARKS, doing nothing and listening to songs;
Current;y studying in Singapore Poly & going into my 2nd year!
Just wanna live life as simple as it can and to the fullest!
yea! =]
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