i had a ride on a emotional ride today....... had a mixture of extreme feelings throughout the whole day....... i was stressed. i was scared. i was worried. i was happy. i was angry. i was lost. i was sad. i was disappointed. [and the list goes on and on...]
GOSH!!!! angry because i did not do a good job. disappointed because i did not give clear instructions. sad because i see your cried for nothing as its not your faults. lost because i do not know whether i am in fault. happy because i could make it for service. worried because i was scared that i could not make it through this last round. stressed because i have so many things on hand and i think i screwed up. i was pissed. not like as if i did not want to help right?? ARGH!!! this is also my first time getting angry in church. and its not your faults too!! its just that time was not enough for your today..... in my heart...your have done your best to make people feel good. and that's all that's needed. and for you.......i really don't know what to say.... im trying to cope with all the stress of Os..... and i really don wanna because of these create another problem........ for now.....i shan't say anything... i just wanna focus in my studies..... if you're disappointed with me..... i'm really sry for not meeting your expectation of me....... hope you can really understand that i've tried and am still trying..............
when you're striving for the up slope, remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
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My name is MINGHUI!
Though i look like a Malay or anything, I am a PURE chinese!!=D
LOVE: God, family, Kai, SPASTIC, YM, singing, reading/watching NICOLAS SPARKS, doing nothing and listening to songs;
Current;y studying in Singapore Poly & going into my 2nd year!
Just wanna live life as simple as it can and to the fullest!
yea! =]
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