ART IS KILLING ME!!!!!!! I really did try my very best!!! I did put my heart ans soul in.......... why are you so demoralizing???? izzit because your expectations for me is high...or izzit because i just suck?? ARGH!!!!..... the words you said really make me fall deep down into the dark pit hole..... i really felt that i couldn't do it... really felt like a failure..... i didn't want to cry in front of you because i wanted to show you that even with all your criticism i am able to with stand it and do better.... but i was utterly wrong of myself...... i guess i don even know myself well... i tried my very best to put up a strong front........ and went home be a loser...... i cried....cried my whole heart out..... maybe this world is even worst then what im facing now..... maybe my future boss can be even more evil then her..... why must you be looking at the dark side now, Ming Hui?? .....wel....i know i must have faith....i know He'll definitely bring me through...... its just those words that hurt me..... however, thank God I've you, my friend, to be there for me when i feel like a total loser.... Thank God i've you to encourage me.....to push me on... to tell me that only by accepting hard criticizes is the way to improvement..... and also to tell me that we won't know how bad we are until some1 voice it out..... yea...its quite true...in fact its true.. thanks for being there for me....=) lucky i did not give in to all those criticizes..... after all your words of encouragements...i decided to be strong and prayed to to God before starting everything..... today was abit better...at leat i could see abit of light for my art.... whatever people say.....i've to stay strong and stick to my values....=D
when you're striving for the up slope, remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
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My name is MINGHUI!
Though i look like a Malay or anything, I am a PURE chinese!!=D
LOVE: God, family, Kai, SPASTIC, YM, singing, reading/watching NICOLAS SPARKS, doing nothing and listening to songs;
Current;y studying in Singapore Poly & going into my 2nd year!
Just wanna live life as simple as it can and to the fullest!
yea! =]
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"Blessed to be aBLESSING"3
