today had school early in morning again......
oh well.....
its just like any other day....
just feel bored.....
then had tuition........
feel that i should have stay at home..........
wells............
whatever.............
feel rather retarded now.........
also dono why........
today...i also went around reading my friends blogs......
i realize through all these years.....
i did not do a part as a friend to care for the people around me......
although every time i say tt i wanna show care to the people ard me.....
but i did not put it to actions.......
i really did not......
how disappointing........
things that were put under me......
when did i become so self-centered??
i did not do my part.........
i thought my laughters and my smiles are enough for you to be happy......
but i realize it does not work for you.........
i guess i was too ignorant towards the people around me...
but i care....i really do care......
when i think about all the pains all of you have been through.....
my eyes turned watery...........
feel rather bad as i did not do my part as a good sister for you all.....
now that i know so much things and not kept in the dark......
I'll really really try my very best to love all you guys and girls just like how God loved me..............
I'll try to be more sensitive to all your feelings.......
"Father,please forgive me for being so ignorant to all my friends that you've provided for me. For people who are feeling alone right now, please Lord, may You just stay by side. For those whom i seldom see nowadays and do not know how well have they live their lives, but God i know You're always their guide. Father, teach me to not be so self-fish, to keep this joy to myself only. teach me to share it with everyone around me, my friends, family member, etc. by doing so, i know that they'll never feel alone anymore. guide me Father, Amen."
4 more days to the day when God put me in this world.....+D
