6/7/2008 is not a very good day for me!! i really want to say that i hate today!!! i hate it! i hate it! grrrrr..... 1stly, today is a Saturday. a day where everyone take break and do what we want to. but i had to go back to school do my art. then i had math tuition. was not so effective for me cause my brain was practically dead. yup...so i could not concentrate. actually i had prayer meeting to attend to. but because if tuition, i was not able to go. i really do hope that God will not be angry with me cause i did not go for so many prayer meetings. i did not want this to happen to me either. i had no other choices! and because i was left alone today.... i did a lot of thinking today... thought bout my studies,where i went wrong and what else i can do. thought bout my family, where i had gone wrong and what i can do to be even better. thought bout my ministry, where i did badly and how i can improve the current situation. thought bout my relationship with friends, where i did badly and not being thoughtful and understanding and how can i do to improve all my relationships. thought bout my cow, whether we did wrong or whether was it a rash decision and what can i do to solve the problem. all these thoughts are really making more and more confuse. did i really do something wrong? did i really make the wrong move at the beginning? are all the thoughts coming from God all am i just thinking too much? and what if history repeats itself again? will it be a good one? or bad? what if things really don't go my way? what if things gets way off from what we looked forward to? what if everything crumbles down?? why must MINGHUI think so much always? why? why? why?
when you're striving for the up slope, remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.
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My name is MINGHUI!
Though i look like a Malay or anything, I am a PURE chinese!!=D
LOVE: God, family, Kai, SPASTIC, YM, singing, reading/watching NICOLAS SPARKS, doing nothing and listening to songs;
Current;y studying in Singapore Poly & going into my 2nd year!
Just wanna live life as simple as it can and to the fullest!
yea! =]
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