hello!!!today have no sch....super slack...
but these few days have been struggling to fight wif all the thoughts frm almost everytin!!
man...this is so scary!!
1st thought: same old thought...always about Olevel...whether i can succeed or not...
reali sometimes wan2 stop myself frm thinking of all these thoughts...but i jus cant help it man!!!
she is always so worried...thru her worriedness...it made me more scared...
and on top of that...she use my cousin to compare.....
izzit reali true tt if 1 person nv succeed will nv succeed???
i know the ans...its jus too difficult to convince myself......
2nd thought: can dreams really happen??will they reali come true??
wad if it reali come true??
these nights have been dreaming of the zookeeper....but y??
why??im confuse....
i have wad i need and i am content wif a cow!!
that's all i need.....seriously!!
3rd thought: why does some of the people think tt i'll feel alrite when they don tell/inform me stuffs??why??
they think tt i always look happy....agreeing to all the dicussions means im fine wif everytin...
they did not inform me wad time im i suppose meet them...
in the end...i don feel lyk going...so i din turn...
this sucks i know.....but i don wanna look lyk a loser infront of them....
i hate being left out...i always lyk to be surrounded by many people...by noise!!!
oh well.....
wad can i do??
aiya....actuallt there's many more thoughts la...jus cant rmb all of them now...yaya..
haha
for now....its a bye!!
=)
