sorry that i did not blog for the past few days...
was really so busy that i didn't even have the time to enter MSN.....=/
yes, assignments are piling up.....
i've got 4 PROJECTS to rush.....
two of it is drawings!!!.....
quizes coming up.....
datelines reaching soon.....
MST coming soon.....
this and that, that and this.......
busy busy and busier.....
but i'm glad i've got Someone that i can always turn to in the middle of the stillness of the night...
to uplift all the burdens to Him.....
thank You...=]
hot and cold, hot and cold;when will i be just nice and warm?
"my fourth finger, You've reminded me that
You'll never failed me even when everything falls down......"
what can you see from this picture?i see a hidden grief;
"You are here with me and i will not fear..."
alright...its about just hours away till i start my last round of rehersal tml at 9am...
and yes, i'm suppose to sleep now.....
but i just can't seem to make myself to sleep.....
things and emotions change so fast that it'll just leave you stunned there!!
and that explains why my title is "I had a ride on a rollar coaster today!"
its like emotions changes so fast like how the rollar coaster moves!
yea....its alright if you don't really get what i'm trying to say.....
anw, i've gpt LOA for the whole day tml.....shiok but it feels weird..ahaha
it's like you're in school but not in class.....
oh wells.....i am nervous for tml....very very.....
can't explain it in words....
i hope all goes well tml......=]
even if.....
you're stubborn;
you're proud;
you're self-centered;
you're angry;
you're upset;
you're acting crazy;
you're happy;
you're sad;
you're frustrated;
or whatever........
the feelings i have for you will never ever change.....
alright....i feel so so dump today!!!!
i was suppose to start school at 10am...but i forgot that the 10am's lesson was not on today.....
and so i start school at 1.30pm!!!! and i woke up at 8AM!!!! -_-
oh wells....nvm...anso i decided to come online and maybe do some reading up later since MST is coming....=]
yea....anw...i went to meey ENYA ytd while waiting for my rehersal to start around 5pm...
and hey girl...i'm sure you're not missing out anything.....if you feel that you are, do everything good so it will not be....if you get what i'm trying to say....
and like i always tell myself, "Since i'm in it, i'll give my best shot!"....
you can do it!!! love you!!
and now, let me talk about my rehersal.....
hai....first round of practice wan't what i would say was good.....
however, thank God 2nd round was better...so much better...
i tried to imagine tha audience infront of me....its indeed very scary....
luckily the sptolight was quite blinding so couldn't reaaly see them cleary....(i think...=/)
i'm anxious;i'm nervous;i'm scared;i'm excited;i wanna sing........
*breathe in, breathe out.....*hahhaa
hey, You are not ignored by me.....
and i know You're always there....
even when i standing on the stage, i know You were in the audience seat, watching....
i love You......thank You for this voice You've given me....=]
just by that comment, i know i'm doing all fine...
thank you so so much!!
it really meant alot to me....=) 
imagine that.....;
another day of school passed..
and yet a day lesser to MST!!!
i really cannot do this alone Lord!!
GRRRRR!!!!!!!.....
tml will be my rehersal for my finals this friday!!!
I'M REALLY SCARED!!!!
cos this is my very very first solo competition!
i just fear that i might 'gobble' up all the glory to myself alone.....=/
keep reminding me Lord!!!
Please....
