just breathe;

maybe obedience should come into the picture.
i should be all along.....
"Obedience to God—and only obedience—leads to real life, helping us soar past empty pursuits."- Deu

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

sometimes, worldly things can't really fulfill your heart's desires.

this holiday has been rather fulfilling in some ways but yet its also a wasteful holiday too!

can't really explain how i'm feeling inside.

no one knows and i wouldn't know very much what i really grave and want fo to fill up that silence and coldness inside.

is it because doing so many things at one go and sustaining everything at one shot makes it happen this way?

numb to all the stress or even business?

God, find me back!

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

i don't know myself which cause you to be at loss.

now, only He knows...

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

its not that i don't wanna obey you....

its just the words you put onto me is really very hurtful...

you don't understand and don know what's going on...

so why not juts keep quiet and let me slowly sort things out?

why can't you just don't say anything and trust that i can do...

cause once you said things, it pushed me all the way down...

and it's already so hard for me to prove to you and to stand striaght back...

why do you have to always indirectly destroy me?

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

Please oh please be back soon.

Cause this distance is killing me.

and God, don'y let attacks take control.

cause i'm afraid.

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

this is so hard...

its so hard even until now...

hearts are hardened and there seems to be no way i can ever make you see how much i've grown...

i thought by now, you'll slowly know and see...

but no....you didn't...

i'm hurt by you...and you'll never know....

God, how?

anw....i went to Pulau Ubin to cycle ytd with Kai and his friends..

its really exciting and fun!!

well...its definte;y very tiring and all...

but i would say its a very good exercise for me and Kai..hahahah!!

there were alot of up slopes but i know that whenever there's a up slope...i'll always be rewarded for a down slope....

and this Trip to Pulau Ubin remindered of God's amazing grace! =]

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

i've decided to post a real post today cause i felt that the pass two posts or so were just come and go post.

so, just at home doing nothing, a lazy Saturday morning.

Kai's having some volunteer thing for some kid's thing so not really free to message me but i'll be fine...=]

later i'll be having this bible contest!!! not really prepared with the verses i'm suppose to remember....=/....DIE!

but i guess it shoule be fine with the help of friends and Sunday School also teaches us Genesis...

had a really good sleep ytd, slept quite alot...

but somehow i feel like i'm doing very little things cause back at the Youth Conference, i'll be receving much much more infomation which is good...

now that i'm back, i really have to find a way to work the things that i've recevied out...

if not it'll be equals to not going for the conference...

guess today will be another normal day...

can't wait to see Kai for dinner tonight!! =]

when you're striving for the up slope,
remember to take time to breathe at the down slope.

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